ThE DiArY Of My LiFE!!!

2011-03-20T23:00:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i feel like giving up

but God always show me the right way in life

ALHAMDULILLAH

2010-05-23T20:41:00.013+08:00

just how much i nid you
<3>

MCC FAMILY

LAPOK FORCE
may the force be with you
tgh tunggu mkn kite sempat amek gambar dulu
n dahbis mkn
sepit- "Eh! aku kalau dtg makan place tak pernah tak beli dessert"
n off he went to buy ice kacang

our BIRTHDAY boy
=)

FEE stoning as usual
"EH! kau amek gambar eh?"
hahaha
blur laa kau!

BLUE seems to be the colour of the night
terang terang

sempat kite petik petik gambar while making our way to lt 51A for our movie n nightwalk

our VP
NURUL HAZIYAH

while watching malam satu suro
we laughed at the ghost
its jus so amazing how technology advances so much
to make the current ghost stories more real
n de nightwalk was good
Imran was my partner
thanks alot man
tings were alot better for me
wen Joy and Fatin walked with us
=)
a great experience
memorable one

its DAY two!
up n all ready to play the games planned for us!

n when night time falls
the stage was opened for our Superhero Fashionistas!

Zul being LAPOK FORCE mascot
=)

our 3 male models!

ahh..not to forget!
our hilarious PETER panties mascot! =)
kiki.kiki.kiki

played zero point with the skipping rope we made
den tap tap
den ate ate ate
den jus chill
n all went to bed by 12am
dat was how tired we were

and when night time falls, its time to say goodnite
my sleeping moments were hilariously funny
cn make musical of the snorezzz
=)

DAY 3
LAPOK FORCE

BARANG BAIK

THE KILATZ

PETER PANTIES

we wanted to pop the cracker thingy but den
bende tu dah rosak

awesome job PM

AISHAH! pinjam camera..
ingatkn apelaa
skali amek gambar ni lupenye
hehe

FORMAL PICTURE

INFORMAL PICTURE

thanks for the memories
an awesomely good time i had
=)
xoxo

2010-04-13T10:39:00.002+08:00

sometimes i feel like the world's unfair
why do bad tings have to happen to good people
while those bad people hav an easy life
maybe with patience and determination
tings will den get better

i swear i had enuf of all dis
but come to tink of it
i cnt run away from all dis
hearing all those tings
just make me mad
in that kind of life
its like a stage
n everyone wans to be center stage
susahkn gitu?

wen we do nothing
it seems wrong
wen we do sth
it seems to be drastic
so wad exactly r we suppose to do huh?

for now
im thankful that tings jus stay the way it is

oh! left jus a few more days of holidays
gah!
why does time fly so fast
boooo!! *thumbs down*

i reli reli feel like screaming
i jsu dunlike to see those kind of things
enough please
dun treat me as if im unaware of all dis
cos guess wad?
i noe wads going on

well enuf of all the rantings
right now
i cnt wait to mit my frens on Wed n Fri

n baby
no matter how difficult things r for the both of us
u noe u gt my back n i gt urs

2010-04-06T23:22:00.005+08:00

currently my fav song

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall (Down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me....(Love)

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

with my boyfriend around
dear fauzan
i know i cn always count on you
you make my day
n every nite
its jus getting better
i'll never run out of things to say to you

n no matter wad happens
you have me

i heard both sides
gosh
its pretty much complicated
even if im not in the picture
i will alwaes hav to b involved
trying so hard to stay out of it
but wad if i cnt?
well all i cn do is to pray that
tings will b fine
i wun run away
i'll still b here

sometimes wadeva effort you put in
ppl jus dun see it
do they?
well that's life i guess

school's starting
boohoo
but i cnt wait to meet my classmates
yay!

2010-03-23T15:35:00.002+08:00

a new chapter
you got to do what you got to do
leave some things behind
go on n pursue other things
im kinda at a loss
insyaallah
tings will get better

time spent wif him is priceless
tell me
how long has it been since we jus go out to hav some fun
xoxo

Fee is in China
Dian n Wanny on Holiday
Zizi,Nisa,Lala & Ekynn r just enjoying our hols n Attachment
aahhhh i miss dem
=(
come back safely girls
*hugs*

Run Devil Run
Dey r so HOT!
gosh! just how sexy n how good they dance
<3 them!
SNSD's album reaching soon
wheehoo
n as per normal
TaeYeon is superb
just gotta love her voice n how pretty she is

2010-03-21T01:16:00.003+08:00

xoxo
nice song
thumbs up to pixie lott

pulling me in the wrong direction

i am upset
over so many things

=(

2010-03-08T23:25:00.002+08:00

I LOVE HIM

looking at each other in the eyes is our favourite past time
it's jus amazing
u make me feel like im on cloud nine baby
u make me fly baby

words are limited
to express my love for you
it takes more den secs,mins,hours,mths n years to do so

dis i promise you
i'll stay with you

no matter wad happens
u noe u got me
no matter wad mistakes we each made
we have each other

iloveusosoverymuch!
muacks

no one noes abt u n me
dey hav no right to judge
xoxo

2010-03-07T20:11:00.003+08:00

if life is like a neoprint machine..
i'll make the time stop n edit the pictures until it looks perfectly right..

im enjoying my holidays yo!
been going out out out
almost everyday

will update wen i feel like it
xoxo

life has always been a rollercoaster ride

sometimes
just sometimes
cn i put life on pause
go to everyone i love
to jus hug dem?

i am not very pleased

2010-02-26T23:35:00.003+08:00

dear john was so-so
rating: 3/5
F n me agreed the touching part was
the dad's part n the sacrifices S made
teared up during the movie
n it left me thinking
will our society b more accepting of
people wif special needs?
is dere a need n a must for inclusion?

next movie by Nicholas Sparks books: The Last Song
so gona catch it!

i enjoyed the movie was due to F's presence
n how we can relate to it
it made me realise many things
n im glad things r how it is for us

ilovehim

i imagine myself to fly up high in the sky
be free
cn i fly?
HAHA

all i tink about is you
even after half a day wif you
i cnt stop thinking abt u
up till this very moment

2010-02-25T21:57:00.002+08:00

okay i think my blog is
1) dead
2) i simply jus forgot to update
3) too many pics (so find it on FB)
4) wen i wan to update i cnt do it right away cos i'll b too tired ^_^

year 2 has come to an end
as i sat for my final paper last friday
so many flashbacks ran through my mind
1) wow! it's over! no more assignments n these crazy memorisations
2) yessahhh..time for me to rest!
3) yay yay yay
4) no mor elate night stay ups rushing thru assignments
5) no more classes

shouldn't one be rejoicing?

i duno why
i dun feel too good about it
maybe im jus too used to school life
cos classes are pretty fun
=)
enjoyed the gimmicks n silly antics of every lecturer
n how wif each other, you became closer to ur classmates esp
1A02, 2A02
2 years being with them
dey bring me so much joy
we each share similar dreams
we each share similar passions
n jus toking about these
make our thoughts go far far
thinking abt our future
will we look back n remember our poly times?
will we look back and smile?
i noe i will

the precious gift of all
is to hav a friendship that's ever so strong

so a meet-up is a must for me n my classmates

year 2 has been a memorable one
it add ups to another chapter of my thick book of my lifestory
i greeted the 2nd semester of year 2 wif a new haircut
had sleepless nights or little sleep
16 assignments in 13 weeks or so
2 exams to sit for
i've learnt alot
i've enjoyed the process
n im sure the friendship i hav wif my classmates became stronger
the sleepovers
the smuggling of junk food into library rooms n get caught red-handed
the countless "girls,pls lower down ur volume" at the mag area in lib
the movie session at lib
the video recordings of our projects at the yellow carpet area
the *one by one doze off* practice during PEC lecture
the non-stop internet surfing during ITA
the korean craze still around

i love each n everyone of my classmate

n to Jamie,Syai,Hum,Amelia,Jiaxin,Kerin,Chris
thank you for all the support,the smiles,the crazyness
you brg to make my poly life an awesome one!

so now its hols
busy wif tuition cos the kids having exams next week
plus meet-ups wif so many ppl
=)
yay! i am soo excited

first thing first: Friday date wif baby <3
sat: HP HP n GFs GFs

things may be a lil rough for us
we may quarrel n fight over little little things
but boy
you never left my mind
you alwaes left me smiling jus by imagining ur image
you bring out the best in me
you made me understand things i never understand
i jus wan u
all to myself
u noe dat dun u
cos i noe u feel dat way too
n i love how u stare n smile at me
i NEVER get bored looking at u
iloveyou
more den aniting else

xoxo
aishah

2010-02-19T22:12:00.002+08:00

the road to success is never ending
so persevere n hold on
n im sure
everyone will reach their destination one day
wherever u end up being at
jus giv it ur best shot

one of the few malay songs that i like
xoxo
aishah

2010-02-17T00:23:00.002+08:00

You set me thinking
You made me catch my breath
You bring out that side of me where no one dares to see

definition of love?
does it alwaes mean dat u hav to be wif that someone?
or can u love someone by watching over him/her from far?

as i wake up to a brand new morning
i looked out of my bedroom window
to see the beautiful sea
to feel the sun rays pierce through the window
n i took that chance
to open up my windows
to let the morning breeze touch me
the wind against my hair
i close my eyes
n slowly opening them
i feel recharged
i feel exceptionally good about myself
but once i fully opened my eyes
i saw dead flowers
lying everywer
n den it starts to rain

life is unpredictable
n my life
has been one hell of a roller coaster ride

Got a million reasons to run and hide
I dont blame you for being scared
Baby Im fully aware

And its a miracle how broken hearts can mend
Wont you dry up all those tear drops and start again

its getting real tough
=S

i.noe.one.ting.for.sure

i'll never giv up

please tell me im wrong
for feeling like dat
please
please
=(

i ain't pretending
am i?

right from the start
was it a mistake?
u tell me

just me
aishah

oh gosh baby
you're simply amazing
i could never love anyone else like how i love you

2010-02-07T14:51:00.002+08:00

affairs of the heart is never easy

You know you love me
I know you care
And I would never, not be there
You are my love
You are my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

And now I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Baby fix me
Come see if you wake me from this bad dream
I'm goin down, down, down

baby
i love you

just take me away
please
n each night seems to b a nightmare
please
stop
=(

2010-02-01T11:57:00.004+08:00

more time with the family soon
love it

2010-01-30T00:16:00.002+08:00

If only LIFE is all about dressing up,shopping and just having fun?
won't our life be simple den?

your birthday meant turning a year older
which oso means ur a year wiser
but y do ppl make mistakes?
bigger mistakes as they grow older?
we jus don't learn..do we?

stepping into a brand new world
a process where we constantly go through
close one chapter
open a new one
n may dis new chapter
brings us many more opportunities
to succeed in life
or
dis new chapter
brings us more joy rather den sadness
n we learn n grow at the same time
making us a better person each day

with a strong and stable base
the hills are not always high
one moment u may be on top of the hill
the next ur at the foot of the hill
but one ting's for sure
the more hills i climb and descend
the stronger i become
the harder it is for me to jus stop
cos what had started
cn never be stopped

n as i look at myself
i saw dis girl
who have yet so many things to learn abt
herself..
her world..
her dreams..
her aspirations..
her life..
insyaallah
everything will go well

alrite
been M.I.A for quite some time
the series of events that happened to me
shall not be forgotten
from birthday celeb to JJ to assignments
finally i cn breathe again!
yay yay yay!
n i almost gave up during these times
but im glad i got the will n determination to stay on

shall update more wen i feel like it
till den
u noe i wun forget u!
=)
xoxo

2010-01-09T22:59:00.003+08:00

and he turned 19 on 8 Jan 2010
dats how fast time flies
Happy Birthday To U Baby
=)
xoxo
Aishah

i only love you you n only you
a year older
a year wiser
be urself
cos that's why people love u
an amazing nite
jus u n me
muacks!

will update till wenever
im just too busy

2010-01-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

i wan my teddy bear
who is as cuddly as Theodore
cos at these times
i noe i need alot of strength n support

n yes im not alone
no one ever is
cos even wen it seems like the world is crumbling down
u noe u have Him

my 2010 resolution: to b firm n stick to my stand n b happy as ever

have an amazing long weekend before school starts
bleargh

not looking forward to attachments & assignments

2009-12-24T12:48:00.003+08:00

you know that feeling you get
when sth very very precious being taken away from u
the feeling you get
when u jus wan the clock to stop ticking cos the pain is unbearable
the feeling you get
when everything seems to jus crumble n fall
the feeling you get
when you're too stress n all u wan to do is scream n cry

its been a few days
n all i wan to do
is to run away

maybe i should stop
stop believing
stop hoping
stop being optimistic
cos by doing all dat
im killing myself

n today i woke up to greet a cold morning
if only i could jus snuggle n not get up
but wait
dere's alot of things i got to do

i do not want to think about anything else
jus let it be
maybe, that's the right thing to do eh?

i secretly wish.............

2009-12-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

tiada sanggupku mendengar
berita tentang deritamu
tiada daya aku
membelai ubun-ubunmu
semuanya kerna kita
insan yang lupa undang-undangnya
semuanya kerna kita
insan yang lupa kasih sayangnye
hey ya! oops! tolong laa oh oh
jiwa ku meronta-ronta
hey ya! oops! tolong laa oh oh
jiwa ku meronta-ronta
tiada sanggupku mendengar
berita tentang deritamu
tiada daya aku
membelai ubun-ubunmu

a nice song
we all learnt during our training

xoxo aishah

i jus feel like my world is crumbling down now
i feel like Fcuk

2009-12-20T23:22:00.002+08:00

just like how wen im down n out
u'll b there to tell me it's alrite
im gonna do exactly the same for u boy
cos ur far too precious
to b hurt
to feel hurt
yes you
ur never alone

unconditional love
wads the definition of dat?

2009-12-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

to keep on smiling requires alot alot of guts
n hell yeah!
i am doing it fine
holding on
staying strong

life has been (as per normal) like a rollercoaster ride..
one moment im all laughing n smiling away
the next i jus feel like shutting myself away from everything
to jus cry n cry
but i've learned not to be that weakling anymre
to jus cry wenever im being sad
it helps really
but it does wonders if i were to stand on my two feet
n face the music
yes aishah
u r that strong
u r that girl
hu noes she got his back
cos he got urs too

things jus became haywire
unexpected changes here n dere
will i b able to cope?
i noe i cn
yes i cn

could it be that its the time of the mth again
where i get all so emotional
wer i feel like everything is going to fall but in actual fact
im jus too clouded/blinded to ikut2kn perasaan

i hate that feeling
where every single thing that u do
seems rong
u need to do sth
yet u duno wad

reality is catching up on me
i dunwan to go back dere
i wan to stay in my world
wer "problems/obstacles"
r never in my dictionary
but wait..
dat isnt life
n life isnt a fairytale
we all noe dat dun we?

to say all dat
it took me a lot of confidence n guts
n i dun jus sae things
i mean every single word/phrase/sentence that came out of my mouth

could dere be a reason why im facing all dis?
yes of cos dere is
all these are tests from Him
ya Allah
give me the strength and patience to face any obstacles dat comes my way

every girl will say
"i feel like crying"
little do people noe
they oredie did cry inside
cos girls cry in silence most of the time

ok lets not be dat biased
isit fair for me to say that
EVERYONE cries in silence for half of his/her life?

i love u boy
n i miss u
im here for u

2009-12-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

15th DEC 09
my lil angel celebrated her 5th bdae
family dined over at Seoul Garden yet again
after dat day
i so dunlike the smell of the place
it made me dizzy n i stink like a barbecued human being

while in the car after mum n dad picked me up
mum told me dey wan get me my new phone
wheehoo!
it was sudden
i was shocked for a few minutes
head over to M1 shop n got myself wad i wanted
htc tattoo
wheehoo
btu difficult to use for now
gah!
but nvm laa
im still learning

i find them so cute
cnt wait to watch their movie

have a great weekend
cos tomorrow's FRIDAY
wheehoo

2009-12-14T22:25:00.005+08:00

it feels great to hav
dat feeling when you thought life's pretty normal
BUT
thats temporary
den REALITY comes knocking on your door
to say
"HEY! u forgot*insert unnecessary matters*!"

life has been insanely crazy for yours truly
with the hectic schedules what nots
dun b too happy yet
even though i hav my break already
my e-learning assignments are piling up
waiting for me
plus ITA video presentation to b done by wed
plus lines to remember for JJ

i went to 313 @ somerset yest
was awesome!
gosh! i cnt wait to go again to do sme serious shopping
baby! im waiting for u lor..end year shopping wif me okay okay okay

i realised my blog updates have been filled wif pics with little words
im jus lazy to type it all down

n today i met up wif F to hav dinner wif him
MCDONALDS!
yummy
i cnt live without fastfood for at least once a week
dat is how bad i am
im a huge fan of MCDONALDS
never get tired of it

we tok bout our sec sch lives
n it makes me sit back to reflect on things that hapen during sec sch
i was a B**ch at times
all i cud do now
is to laugh it off
what a CRAZY sec sch life i had

i miss my cuzins so much
suppose to plan an outing
hmm..soon okay darlings

i need a getaway!
but with my schedule
no way!
nvm
semester break
im definitely going smewer
i dun care

"the best feeling is listening to someone's heartbeat
& knowing that it's beating for no one, but you."

IMMISSINGYOU.tumblr.com

2009-12-12T19:40:00.004+08:00

met these wondeful girls today ( 12/12/09)
had lunch over at Breeks @ Marina Square
n celebrated Filzah's n Weileng's birthday
food was alrite
the company made it all better as always

walked around
ended up in Fourskin
bought hairbands,badges,rings,head bands for ourselves
=)
we are very happy happy girls
Hope our dear girl Filzah
like what she gets
=D

i remembered how we became close
it all started with us being chosen to b part of the Student Council family
hehh
camps after camps
being together
n the fact that Weiying was my classmate for the straight 4 years
=)
happy happy moments

we each have grown up
n im proud of dem all

i had a wonderful afternoon
thank you girls

pictures will be at FB

sometimes i feel like jus screaming n run for the exit
but guess wad
in life?
the only exit is Death

cn TIME slow down n stop?
i need some QT with my loved ones badly
esp family n baby
=(

2009-12-12T19:22:00.004+08:00

PICTURES FROM MCC MAIN COMM OUTING TO SENTOSA
=)

2009-12-12T01:00:00.003+08:00

Yanti put this link on Twitter
gah! they're good
=)
one of my preferred Korean Boybands

*i watched this music video intently n didnt realise i didnt blink my eyes for quite some time..hahaha!*

2009-12-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

n i've learnt to jus be happy like a bumble bee
tings will fall into the right place

no matter what happens
i noe im wif you
n ur wif me

we did it girls!
=)
lets all have a well deserved rest!

ECH makes us crazy in a CUTE way
=p

all those crazy moments during drama training
for Jiwo Jiro

xoxo
Aishah

proper updates when i feel like it

2009-12-07T13:55:00.003+08:00

n to this awesome girl here!
HAPPY 20th BDAE NISA love!
=)
may u always be full of smiles
n dat every ting that u do in life
i wish u all the best
u noe u hav me!
i love you!
7th DEC 09

to the girl in the middle!!
HAPPY HAPPY 18th BDAE BAHIRAH!!
6th DEC 09
=)
stay pretty
n keep on rocking!
i cnt wait to go out again
n hav dat eating session ok!
=)
best!
love ya!

to this awesome girlfren of mine!
FILZAH!!
happy happy 18th birthday darling!!
6th DEC 09
i cnt wait to see u darling
soonish please
=)
miss u truckloads
muacks!
hugs n kisses!

2009-12-07T13:26:00.002+08:00

the funny ting about love
it cn make ur whole world crumble n fall
yet everything seems to fall right into place

at this point of time
i may be selfish
i may only tink about myself
but its wad i wan
sometimes its nt rong
to jus go n get wad u wan rite
however
timings r still impt
sometimes u jus need to put aside everything
to jus deal with stuff dat is going on

my imperfections
make me the girl i am today
the one hu u fall in love wif
the one hu u hav been spending a year or so with
not everyone cn tolerate me
dat im very sure of

no i wun let go
no i wun giv up

all i need is u by my side baby

n wen life came crashing down on me
i noe u'll be there to catch me

holding on
hanging on
life sucks
but the people around me
makes everything alil better

i cnt wait to mit Fara! Haron!
i cnt wait to laugh with my GIRLFs!
i cnt wait to hug my HP!
most of all
i cnt wait to run to FAUZAN!
my one n only babyboy

today i was being assessed by my supervisor
barely made it
thank god i passed
alot of mistakes
many room for improvements
i feel so sucky dat i felt like crying
wen conducting my lesson
the kids were not cooperating
i made it in the end

jus dat now
i reli do ask myself
is this career line sth i really wan to do?
cos im starting to not like it
depressing much
n it brings down one's confidence jus like dat
i lost mine
slowly gaining it back
hopefully i guess
=/

last lap!
one mre down today
bye DPIP
i jus cnt wait for Friday

for now
go AISHAH!
give ur very best shot!
aza aza fighting!

2009-12-03T21:09:00.003+08:00

the product of my first attempt to use photoshop to edit pictures
wheehoo!
=)
success okay

PEC = DONE
EC = DONE
EA = DONE
left with
DPIP
SF
ITA
FP

i jus cnt wait for next week
it'll b over
n comes 1 mth of no school for me
wheehoo!
=)
but MEL assignments waiting for me
n JJ rehearsals
okay
back to hectic schedules oredie

so how's life?
my weekends were burned doing assignments
n falling sick terribly

a few hiccups here n there
but i guess
everything will be fine
=)

i miss FARAH

farah farah
i miss going out wif u
i miss jus toking with u for many many endless hours
i miss having sleepovers wif u
i miss jus locking ourselves in a room to jus dress up jus to go out
i miss us walking aimlessly around anywer jus to get out of the house
i miss us sitting over at Starbucks n jus having hot chocolate on rainy days
i terribly miss u darling
but deep down
werever i go
wadeva i do
i noe ur near me

13 years n still counting
from the times we wear our blue uniforms
to our yellow green uniform
to your light blue uniform
to my redblack uniform
to us saying goodbyes to uniform
to u wearing a nurse uniform (nyp)
to me wearing "teacher" clothes
we have grown
all grown up now

i'll alwaes noe wen sth is not right darling
u'll alwaes noe wen i dun sound right
we jus noe wads going thru each other's mind

n im proud to say darling
ur one strong girl
STRONGER n BRAVER like any knight in shiny armour

at any point of time
wen u trip n fall
i'll b there to catch u
i'll make sure u land on the ground without feeling any pain

never say thank you to me
i do all dat cos i wan to
naturally
without having to think
a simple text/call from u
werever i am
i'll rush down or jus reach u
to make sure ur okay

be strong love
cos i am
n i noe u r too

i close my eyes n pray
dat everything will be alrite
insyaallah

baby
i wan u

2009-12-03T09:56:00.003+08:00

ART OF LOVE

I’m saying sorry in advance cos this won’t always go to plan
Though we don’t mean to take our love for granted
It's in our nature to forget what matters
How when the going is getting tough
And we’re all about giving up
Things that we never thought we’d gonna say, gonna say them
Things that we never thought we’d play, gonna play them
It ain’t perfect, but it’s worth it
And it’s always getting better
It’s gonna take some time to get it right

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love

If I forget to get the door
Remind you that you’re beautiful
I know my detail requires more attention
If I ever hurt you it’s not my intention
Cause we’re gonna make our mistakes
Find out how much your heart can take
But I know that you got my back
And baby I got yours

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love

Sometimes I’m gonna miss
I’m still learning how to give
I’m not giving up
I’m still learning how to love
Learning how to love…
Learning how to love

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love
(The art of love)

Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still trying to learn the art of love
Still learning, I'm still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
I'm gonna get it sometimes, cause I'm still learning
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
The art art of love

n i noe im still learning
xoxo

2009-12-02T14:53:00.002+08:00

n now i open my arms
i need all the strength that i cn get
to jus pull through and hold on

maybe
its that time of the month i guess
wer everything seems to be difficult
its just a test
temporary one
just temporary
*gosh how pathetic cn u be aishah*

2009-11-27T21:21:00.004+08:00

After SOOOOO LOOOONNGGGG
i finally get to meet the Yatim Generation families
everyone gathered over at nenek's crib to celebrate Hari Raya Haji together
a wide spread of food
colourful clothes
awesome company
with all this
it jus spells FUN
i get to catch up wif the cuzins especially
got to taste and enjoy the wonderful dishes that my aunt cook
my aunt commented at me n farisa and said we both look tired
well guess that's the result of dealing wif school & cca
hectic schedule means busy busy busy

n this is also the reason why i didnt update my blog for a week plus
im jus too tired
assignments due dates all nearing
time to finish finish it all up
wic means
late night hours edit-ing reports/essays
planning lessons for attachment
i m so so so exhausted
n i foresee myself hardly breathing for anther 2 weeks?
plus preparation for Jiwo Jiro some mre
lines to memorise
steps to remember
life is crazy

n its the period of time again
wer all i wan to do is run away from reality
n jus go to my dreamland
dunwan to wake up jus yet

i miss FAUZAN
n i love him
like never before
26th NOV
=)

i love u babyboy
*cme run to me cos i'll b greeting u wif open arms*

2009-11-19T10:27:00.001+08:00

SOMETIMES U NEED THE RIGHT MOVES TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT
BE PATIENT
N JUS LIVE LIFE SIMPLY

XOXO
AISHAH

2009-11-18T15:58:00.001+08:00

n they r the reason why my life is full of colours

2009-11-15T20:43:00.005+08:00

all i ever wanted was to have someone who sincerely loves me
count myself lucky
i met this guy here
who i thought may jus be like all the other guys i dated
but smehow
the first date i had wif him
dat very first time wen i was so close to him
feeling his presence near me
i jus couldnt get my mind off him
day and night
i saw his images everywhere
was i dreaming?
was my mind playing games wif me?
wait..am i falling for him?
i listened to my heart
n dats the start of sth new
it was unbelievable
surreal
with time
i grew to love him
so much dat i took that big risk
sth i will never regret
day after day
i got to knew the side of him that noone else cn see
each time im wif him
im alwaes full of smiles
he brings out that happy side of me
he brings colour back into my life
he did the most magical thing one can do in this world
which is to make me fall in love wif him
days pass
mths pass
we fight
we quarrel
we cnt stand each other
but in the end
we made up
we put our differences aside
we compromise
the one person i've hurt most
is the one person i love most

i still remember our first kiss
it felt so right
dat right there n then
i know
ur NEVER gonna be a mistake in my life

dis silly boy of mine came up with this
F: imagine this eh u, u come over to me and then u say u cnt stand me n *insert alot of irritating noises* den u walk away..
F: i down there dgn muke relek je tunjok muke kerek
F: after a few secs..u run back to me wanting me back
-_-
n he's such a sweetpie to tell me dat he'll be like dat too
n we go on imagining how it'll be like if its him
HAHAHA!
yes i admit
i cnt jus walk away from him
n he jus cnt walk away from me
like what we alwaes say
"u r me & i am u"

see how much i need u in my life baby
shit can happens
but i noe i hav u
n we'll fix everything together

call me mushy
im proud to say
I LOVE YOU MD FAUZAN BIN MD JALIL
u n only u
no one else okay baby!
i'll stay with you
never letting go

it all may sounds cliche
but insyaallah
we'll go far

xoxo
your babygurl
aishah

muacks!

2009-11-14T19:17:00.003+08:00

11 mths together
a year a mth knowing each other
good times
bad times
we fight we quarrelled
it seems like we're good at making
each other mad,hurt
n making life hell for each other
we talk,we compromise
we made up
we reflect
we made life beautiful
we realise how lucky each of us were
n dat it takes mre den aniting
to jus break us apart
sounds cliche don't u tink?
still young to noe if we're the right one for each other
but right now
right this moment
its real
insyaallah
we'll go far
=)

a shout out to MD FAUZAN!
i only wan to be with you
i love you like crazy
each time im wif you
each time im near you
my heart still skips a beat
ur touch
ur hugs
ur kisses
leaves me breathless
i love you baby
i miss u
=(

this picture up here
i do admit
how i've changed over the years
how much i've grown
both physically n emotionally
to be who i am today
i thank god
for giving me such a wonderful life
with great family,friends n a boyfriend
my actions speak louder den words
i jus hope
dat as i grow up
i am being true to myself
not pretending to b someone im not
to do sth i hate
n for now
i jus wanna live life to the fullest
=)

in a few years,am i gonna be standing like dat
n teach?
oklaaa,i will b teaching children of the younger age grp
TEACHING
a huge RESPONSIBILITY
not one bit easy
not too difficult
n as i think about my career path
i ask myself
am i up for tis?
cn i do it?
will i be a good teacher?
making a difference in children's lives
i still wonder

F.R.I.E.N.D.S
having friends in life
makes life less stressful
they make you laugh
they bring joy in life
jus their company
makes it all better
any problem,any joy
u cn share with them
=)
to all my friends
i thank all of you
im glad i hav u guys in my life
=D

no problem cnt be solved
jus b patient
n put in the effort
n even the biggest problem u face
cn be solved
believe in urself
believe in others
everything will then fall into place

p.s: watched paranormal activity n its super disturbing
p.p.s: im holding on..its the start of anther tough story

xoxo
Aishah
believe you cn
n jus stay strong

ooh
i forgot to mention
Dialogue in the Dark
was really an eye-opener
i had an awesome n fun time
with my tour guide WILLIAM
n my grp mates
=)
the most memorable experience
to b placed in total darkness
u cnt see a thing
but with ur friends voices
just their presence ard u
makes it all better for u
a must go for all students in NP
i strongly recommend dis
at the end of the day,lessons learnt
a greeeaaatttt experience!
ok bye

2009-11-12T13:08:00.004+08:00

when life gets nasty n start giving u hell
jus remember to SMILE

i miss dis boy here
hehh
even though i noe im miting him later
whee
=)
i love u,u n onli u FAUZAN!
n no one else

after a painful 2 hrs++ sitting in frt of the lappie
mission accomplished!
wheehoooo!!!

life has been crazy
with my hectic schedule at school
im glad i get to meet up wif sme of my rock-in frens
FARRRAAAAAHHH
i miss you
=(

n dear GFS
i miss all of u too
=(

wen u feel ur down n out
n ur in need of someone
i noe i got you
thank you

2009-11-12T09:40:00.002+08:00

i cn never find ppl like dem anywer

pictures on ZIZI'S 19th!
=)
had a blast with the girls
LALA! u've been missed
ur not forgotten
i love dem
=D
each n everyone of dem
never fail to jus put a smile on my face
cos jus being with dem
everything felt right

2009-11-11T00:50:00.002+08:00

credits to FEE

let everything be alrite
i pray for everyone that things will get better
i noe it will
im here for all of you
n i noe i hav all of you
those random gdnite msgs..those hugs..
r all that i ever need when im down n out
thank you dear girls

Mr Sun jus spoke to me
he say: there wun be anymre rainy days ok cos u hav me
hehe
i m ur Mr Sun girls!
teehee

dear diary
let this phase be over pretty please
its sucking out all the energy i hav
medunliiiikkkeeeee
=(

pics from my weekends up soon! check out FB for all pics
im tired
i wanna rest
ASAP
pretty please

2009-11-05T13:23:00.002+08:00

facing the music is better than running away

i love u boy
mre den aniting else

i'll hold on to ur hand no matter wad

1,2,3
walk down the memory lane
lessons learnt
pleasant n sweet memories

yes boy
i love u n ony u

2009-11-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

best classmates
poly life wont be fun without them

hunnybunnies

syai.amelia.christine

kerin.humairah.jiaxin.jamie

2009-11-01T22:03:00.003+08:00

ade je kat belakang

it was jus a random msg to everyone
n we decide that FRI was GREAT to jus meet up n catch up wif each other
LALA couldnt make it
DIAN had to leave halfway
its okay darlings
we'll mit soon
=)
our crazy ideas
im excited for all dat

weekends was fine

ELENA's function went well
i oredie miss my nephew oredie

watched MJ's THIS IS IT
was AWESOME
even though im not a big fan of MJ
watching that movie
was GOOD experience
a TALENT
n yes
he is the KING OF POP
thumbs up for the late MJ
=)

class bdae celeb n exchange of TREATS
was FUN!
=)
yummy CAKE
yummy TREATS from HUMMIE
pics on FB or next post

lets welcome the 3rd week of sch
n its jam-packed wif stuff
goodness!
attachment starts tmrrw
excited yet LAZY
hehe
=)

sometimes its jus me
i gt to learn to react to situations mre better
things r not what i've imagined

xoxo
AISHAH

p.s: BABY..u owe me 3 things! hehh =)

2009-10-28T11:53:00.001+08:00

currently hook-ed to this
love it!
=)

the weekends r nearing
=)
i survived yet another week
i guess im getting used to school life
TUESDAY was HUMAIRAH's 19th birthday!
had a mini surprise celebration

too many things on my mind
i duno wad to blog about
till next time

take care everyone!

2009-10-25T20:43:00.002+08:00

y do i feel dis way?
i noe i shudnt feel dis way
i noe i cnt feel dis way
ur making me alil uncomfortable
but wad cn i do?
im torn between 2 worlds
one step dat i make
i may ruin everything
no matter how uncomfortable i am
i jus hav to constantly tell myself that nth is happening
cos im in no position to stop aniting
i dunwan to ruin aniting
i dunwan
at the same time
it saddens me
im not hu im suppose to be like
isit reli i cnt?
that distance have became very very wide?
=(
*i jus wan to cry*

i duno how
u,me,we,dey,them r able to do dat
m i,esp,living in denial?
the changes that i face
i cnt accept it?

how cn we all do dat?
i pray n hope tings will get better

i miss my girls
my HP n gfs n FARAH
i wan dem now
cn i?
=(

terrified & afraid
of dis world

things change
n dis "CHANGE" scares the hell out of me

hold on
alittlemore

2009-10-25T20:08:00.003+08:00

since its her bdae today
lets jus admit ok
HEY SUPERSTAR
=)
happy happy happy 19th birthday
the one who is older den me
but cn be like a kid at times
worse den me i tell u
hehe
kidding
turns 19 tdae
=D

darling
may all ur wishes come true
n senyum2 selalu
stay pretty
n rock on!
yea!
i love you
*hugs*

2009-10-23T23:54:00.004+08:00

you can be the meanest person i've ever met n be wif
you can be the kindest/sweetest person i've ever met n be wif
dats how special you are love
iloveyou

he never fail to make me smile
i noe u love me
mre den aniting else
cos i love you
mre den aniting else

i SURVIVED 1st week of school
not reli a good week
still adjusting
i cn do it
my most dunlike module: FP 2.2
cn i drop dat module?
haha..like as if we cn do dat

on a brighter note
after one hectic week
i end it off with a date out wif the one i love oh so much

dear diary..
today i went to the spore flyer with F
excited much
even though it wasnt my first time
im actually dere with F
wheeeee!!!
=)
before dat
after tuition i went to sch to wait for F
dere was dis weird guy
in the same bus as me
hu look at me strangely
n his body language was jus weird
his face was serious
n reli scary to look at
i got off the bustop
took the stairs up the overhead bridge
i walk super slow
everyone seem to have overtook me
but not him
i decided to jus walk fast n head to the toilet
i turned n saw him looking straight at me
gosh
was it my imagination or was he even there?
was my eyes playing tricks on me?
cos i couldnt see him anywer after dat
thank god F came
n i felt safe n i dun take note of my surroundings
head down to town area
had milkshake n ice cream
n finally time to board our "flight"
had an awesome time
the rest of the evening
was spent jus him n me
ate n chat

head over to yaya's home
visit her
ate again
gosh
cn grow fat
had awesome time chatting
n home sweet home

sat- tuition n preparation for abg mamat's engagement
sun-engagement itself
excited
get to meet the cuzzies
wheehoo!!

till wenever
aishah

jotting down what happen in ur everyday life
will serve as beautiful memories in near future

2009-10-22T13:00:00.002+08:00

i like to jus sit n daydream
thinking about every lil tings in my life
like what im going to do when i wake up
what shall i have for my breakfast
what clothes to wear to go out with
hav i wished my loves one a good morning
i jus love to imagine if i could fly
if i could jump to the ocean from a cliff n jus swim in the big blue ocean
i would love to sail down a river of chocolate
or jus be in a room full of marshmellows

i decide to walk down the memory lane of my life story yest
i've grown
i've changed
i've learned
i was naive
still am i tink
still silly
still make mistakes
still learning

i am me
either like me,love me or hate me

xoxo
aishah

2009-10-20T21:39:00.003+08:00

tell me again why im in ECH
im halfway thru to completing my diploma
n its not easy i must say
ppl say: aiyah ur course so easy..cn score
ECH students say: tough course..tedious work n alot of hard work needed..
you need the passion to kip encouraging you
cos not only we lack that support we have from ppl
we in turn have to be the ones supporting children n their lives

i cnt believe that i am on the pathway to becoming a teacher
n not only a teacher
but a preschool teacher
sometimes what you see n observe in the real world
doesnt match wif wad u learn thruout ur course
i m afraid
dat i'll b jus like dem
but i dunwan
cos the respect i hav for children
its jus like hw i respect my elders
i dunwan to follow what i dislike
i dunwan to b bad role model for the children
in the first place
cn i even do it?
cn i make a difference in children's lives?
i still dunhav the confidence to teach
im still not very comfortable with that
dear god
let me face all dis with a positive mindset
n i believe i cn do it

8 modules
one semester
15 weeks
hectic timetable

im not ready yet

n i seriously dun need anything else to make things worse for me now

still adjusting
=S

2009-10-18T12:32:00.004+08:00

my friday was spent wif the love ones
awesome company
huge n great fun!

was suppose to mit at 10.30am
but as usual all was late
i ony met up with them over at fee's home at 11plus
hehe
n it all lasted till 10 plus at nite

it was great seeing each n everyone of dem
catching up session wif everyone
mintak maaf session
playing bunge api session
laughing session thruout the whole day
i miss all of dem oredie

thanks everyone
it was one of the memorble way to end my Hari Raya dis year

dear god
thank you for letting me mit dis boy here
n i remembered
last year Hari Raya with the love ones
we barely noe each other

the day wen i first saw u
i tot u were jus like any other guy
BUT
theres jus sth in u
dat makes me wan to noe u
n after all was over
i never forgot bout u
=)

love comes in all kinds of way
mine jus happens
blessed to be in love n be loved by fauzan
i love u dear
n i miss u
=(

2009-10-13T23:07:00.002+08:00

1 PRODUCTION
17-CHORUS
1-TAIRU
1-DIRECTOR
4-MUSICIANS
TOTAL 23 INDIVIDUALS

A BIG BIG

THANK YOU

TO THESE 22 PPL

FOR MAKING TIME TO CME DOWN FOR

ONE FULL WEEK OF TRAINING FOR

PRESS LAUNCH

FOR UPCOMING PRODUCTION

JIWO JIRO

it has been a tiring n hectic week for all of us
n u guys still manage to hav that smile on ur faces
never stop trying
n giving ur best for this short press review
for now
all of u deserve to rest
n wen nov comes
lets get back to doing dis again
for the real thing
=)
SRI NADI
my drama-mama familia

xoxo
aishah

2009-10-11T13:53:00.005+08:00

promise
noun: a declaration that something will or will not be done

one cn make promises
but whether THAT promise will be empty promises or not
it ll depends on huever that promises u or to huever that u promise

she walks alone along an empty road
that stretches from one end to the other
seems like a never ending route
hoping and believing
that one day
EVERYTHING will be alrite
nothing will ever go rong

but den again
without any obstacles n challenges
how will one be stronger?
how will one realise their capabilities?

xoxo
aishah

n once i love someone
its extremely hard for me to stop loving dem

2009-10-10T00:08:00.002+08:00

it'll be perfect
to spend a day
jus me looking up
watching the clouds go by
breathing in the fresh air
taking in the scent of flowers

i love nature
n the outdoors
it ease my mind
n for once giv me
the calmness i nid
n a place to escape
to get away from the busy life
for little while

i need all dis
fret not
i'll still come back

n by then
i'll be fully recharged
to tackle n face aniting that comes in my way

but all dis
cn only stay as fantasies
cos life's not like dat

xoxo
aishah

i miss fauzan
i miss farah
i miss haron
i miss girlfs
i miss HP
i miss my classy
n i miss dad

2009-10-09T00:19:00.001+08:00

until wen
do i hav to play this game of pretence wif u

i do hate myself

2009-10-08T13:15:00.002+08:00

against the big n wide sky
i'll hold out my hands
to reach out for you
to take me away
n bring me up
to be closer to the sky

n when the world seems to be dark
let me fly
take me away

cn you hear me?
cn u feel me?
cn u read my mind?
what exactly is going thru this mind of mine

sometimes i ask
how does it feel like
to wake up every morning
without anything to worry about

you bring me up
you bring me down

when was the last time
i had extreme fun

life's been hectic

deal with it aishah

2009-10-04T22:51:00.003+08:00

your world is my world
and my fight is your fight
my breath is your breath
and your heart forever be mine

I love you - those three words have my life in them.
~ by Alexandrea to Nicholas III ~

xoxo
AISHAH

GOOD LUCK TO MY DEAREST SIS

SITI ANNISA

FOR TOMORROW'S PAPER

=)

2009-10-04T00:11:00.003+08:00

we fight
we quarrel
we gt upset with each other
we blame each other
we scream at each other
we lost our temper at each other

n den
we talk tings over
we listen to each other
we realise our mistakes
we made up
we grow much stronger
we understand each other more n more
we love each other more n more

yes
im crazy in love with this guy
i cnt see myself with anyone else but him
ups n downs
definitely we'll face
but i noe
he'll be beside me
walking hand in hand with me
never letting go

he's there to support me
he's there to love me sincerely
he's there for everything that i need
forever close to me
he's in me

with an awesome boyfren like him
hw cn i nt say
im the most LUCKIEST girl in the whole wide world
n NOONE CAN LOVE ME LIKE HOW HE LOVES ME
yes baby
i wan to tell the whole wide world
I LOVE YOU
mre den aniting else

i miss u already

dunletithappenagain
ithurts
terribly
likeathousandknivespiercinthruthisheartofmine
itliterallyhurts

MOHD FAUZAN BIN MOHD JALIL

IM SO CRAZY IN LOVE WITH YOU

MUACKS!

2009-10-02T23:24:00.003+08:00

i get to meet my lil niece today
she was born on 29th Sep 09

4 days after she was born
i gt to see her
so small
all cuddled up in her blanket
she sleep most of the time
i carried her
her eyes still close
after while
she open her eyes!
she open her tiny eyes!
=)
her feet n fingers all so small
super cute
WELCOME
Nur Elena Ayu
=D
n the brother keeps on coming to me
asking me to play wif him
mandi for him
pakaikn baju for him
i guess he noe he has a sis now
and everyone's attention will be on the lil sis
dun worry irfan
aunty still loves u!
i will manje u definitely
=)

hey you
that guy who im crazy in love with
i miss you already

2009-10-01T00:07:00.003+08:00

n he might says
HELLO GOOD MORNING SINGAPORE
I AM YOUR NEXT TOP DJ FROM AUSSIE

KAK LIN. NISHRINA. AISHAH

23 MTHS OLD
ARIQ AIDEN

AFTER 3 HRS UNDER THE HOT SUN SWIMMING

my cuz n my niece n nephews from Aussie came back to Spore for holiday n hari raye dis year
sdly their dad wasnt able to join dem
dey slept over my house n we went swimming
everyone was complaining bout how hot the weather is
n how nice it would be to jus
sit n et ice cream or jus drink bubble tea
my cuz reli miss all dese stuff in Spore
haha
=)

she treat us to ice cream over at Swensens after dat
yummy
refreshing

reached home
straight to the bed
everyone knocked out
what a day
on top of dt
i gt sunburnt
darn
pain laaaaaaaaa
=S

meeting the classmates tmrrw
jalan jalan raye!
whee
=)
excited much

n i cnt wait to see my newborn niece
plus my aunt
gosh
i miss her
she's in Spore
wheeeeeee!!!
=D

yes baby
dun worry
you'll be my only
=)
i love you
i miss dis boy of mine

2009-09-28T21:06:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDY TO FAZIRA N AMALINA

FARISA
YOU'RE MISSING
MISSES!

THEY'RE SWEET LIKE DAT
=)

THE 2 KAKAKs WHO HAVE TO JAGE THE LIL KIDS

WAITING FOR FOOD
THNKS AUNTIE R N UNCLE B FOR THE TREAT!
=)

I WISH THESE 2 GIRLS WITH GOOD HEALTH & HAPPINESS IN EVERYTHING THEY DO

THEY TEARED WHEN THEY SAW THE SURPRISE

GET WELL SOON MY DEAR
SLOWLY YOU WILL REMEMBER EVERYTHING BACK
HUGGING U N KISSING U
MADE ME ALL TEARY
STAY STRONG DARLING

OK BEFORE DIS
WAS SUPPOSE TO HIDE
I WANTED TO GO SMEWER NEARER TO THE ENTRANCE
BUT WENT THERE ALIL TOO LATE
THEY CLEARLY SAW ME OREDIE
YET I WAS SILLY ENUF TO JUST SQUAT WITH CAKE ON MY HAND
HAHAHAHA!
HILARIOUS
EVERYONE LAUGH THEIR ASS OFF WHEN THEY SAW ME
HAHAHA

my SUNDAY was spent visiting my cuz at KK
all i could do is to pray n hope dat she'll be alrite
i cnt wait to jus b mre free
n den i'll make as much time as possible to just be wif my cuzzies
they r the best companion i could ever had

more plans for us cousins cming up
=)
i jus cnt wait

today was my last day doing relief
sure gonna miss those kids
even though they r extremely mischievous at times
they r such angels
=)

i miss baby
boohoooooooooo

2009-09-27T01:18:00.002+08:00

n i miss these girl oh-so-much!
=(
we'll meet very very soon
i cnt wait to run to each of you
n u guys greet me with open arms
hugging me back
with them ard
everything seems to jus go the way we wan it to be
meet up meet up meet up
a must-have
definitely

big responsibilties = big heartaches
smetimes i wonder
y the heck m i doing all dis?
hu am i doing it for?
is it worth all the effort n sacrifices made?
n i find myself
answering each question
ending it with
"it's my job..do it with an open heart n jus accept wadeva that comes my way"

you judge
you pass comments
you assume
but really
do u noe me?

need to breathe
need to breathe

n each time it happen
my heart breaks
the pain is excruciating
like a knife stabbing thru dis bruised heart of mine
but i wonder
y do i still hv this strong urge to continue to move forward
never letting go
n believe dat in every problem,theres a way out,theres a solution
the power of love
just oh-so-amazing

i think of you
every hour,every min,every sec of my life
u never left my mind
forever stuck in my head
n each time i picture u
i sigh
i miss you F
very very much

glad that daddy's alrite
dats so low of dem to do dat
pfft

till wenever
xoxo
aishah

2009-09-23T22:13:00.004+08:00

she took dis herself

taken by my 4 years old++ lil sis

second day of raye
=)
not much photos
as towards the end
the flu bug hit me!
oh look at my lil sis
so mentel
-_-

xoxo
aishah

2009-09-22T17:11:00.010+08:00

HERE'S HOW IT'S LIKE TO RAYE THE YATIM'S GENERATION STYLE
SCROLL FROM BOTTOM UP!

LAST HOUSE
ALL TIRED
THE 4 BUKIT PANJANG LADIES

SARANGHEYO!

ONE THING BOUT US
ONCE THE CAMERA START TO SNAP
CAN'T STOP

OVER AT CCK
LAST HOUSE
THE BUKIT PANJANGs FAMILY

WE CALL HIM EP!
I SWEAR HE'S GONNA KILL ME IF I WERE TO CALL HIM DAT IN FRT OF HIS FRENS!
HAHAHA

SICK BOY RESTING
HEHE
SHHH...

WASNT PREPARED
LOOK
ITS OREDIE AT NITE
YET IM STILL STUFFING MYSELF WIF YUMMY FOOD

THE ABG2 PLAYING GUITAR
INGAT KORANG ROCKSTARS EHH???

CLASSIC POSE OF THESE 4 BROTHERS
*SLAPS FOREHEAD*
-_-

SAME SPOT
EACH YEAR
SNAP SNAP SNAP!

MARINE PARADE
=)

TGH JALAN PUN SEMPAT AMEK GAMBAR

THEY ROCK MY WORLD!

WE R THE TRIO
FARISA.AISHAH.NOORAFIDAH

HE SLAP ME WEN I TEASE HIM IN FRT OF HIS EX-BEAU
TAPI TAKPE
DAH MINTAK MAAF DAH
HEHE

DIS WAS TAKEN AT 4PM++
N GUESS WAD
WE JUS LEFT GRANNY'S HOME

HAPPY BDAE ABG AAN!
20.9.09

SEPTEMBER BABIES

AGAIN

US US US!

IM GLAD MY NIECE N NEPHEWS N CUZ GET TO RAYE IN SPORE DIS YEAR
FROM MELBOURNE
THE HANDSOME ONE IN DARK BLUE AND MUM IN WHITE

I LOVE THESE 2 TO BITS

DUIT RAYE!
YAY YAY!

THE ONE HU'S SICK IN THE MIND YET CARES N LOVE ME ALOT!
=)

LOOK AT THOSE FOOD
EAT EAT EAT!

IM GLAD TO HAVE THEM IN SPORE
DAMN! I MISS DEM SO MUCH!

DTG JE TEROS MAKAN!
HAHAHAHA

DAD SUGGESTED THIS SHOT
-_-

HAPPY FAMILY IN BLUE!

SIBLINGS!

YOURS TRULY!

i had so much fun
on my first day of raye!
=)
xoxo
aishah!

2009-09-18T19:52:00.003+08:00

okay
i have been MIA for a few days
my lappie has been a pain in the a** for these few days
IFTAR @ NP with the MCC peeps was great!
yummy food
now dah abes..time for me n LALA to do our work

was offered to do relief at PCF Bukit Batok Childcare center
accepted it
8 hrs on Monday
another 8 hrs today(Friday)
the kids r all malay
the environment is jus so soothing and pleasantly satisfying
with the recitals of DOA when
-eating (before n after)
-before sleeping
n that when they go to sleep
its not the normal instrumental music
instead its the many2 DOAs in a CD
within minutes,children jus drift off to sleep
manage to take a nap here n dere

n oh boy
were the children happy n excited for HARI RAYA
D: Teacher, dahbeli baju raye?
me: yes yes..awak?
D: kite ade 5 (show his 5 fingers) merah,biru,hijau...
D:Cikgu pulak?
me: oh cikgu ade biru,pink
before i even finish
D: sikit nye! kite ade byk!
hahahaha
*shakes head*

i ask the kids
me: Tau tak bile Hari Raye?
A: Tau..Sunday
*n dey all got so excited n started talking bout Hari Raye*

i pretended to hold a hp n called a number
D pick it up
n ask me all sorts of question
D: Cikgu dekat mane?
me: Cikgu dekat school..awak?
D: kat school jgak laa..sebelah cikgu nie!
n the convo went on n on with them passing ard the phone
one by one talking to me

mischievous bunch
yet entertaining
=)
dey climb all over me
run around the classroom
jus hug me from behind
n kiss me
pure joy
=D
i had a BLAST relief teaching there
i tink i'll b doing relief again next week

after soo loong
i manage to go on date with dear boyfriend
it was awesome
catch THE UGLY TRUTH
nice show
=)
baby
i love you
n thanks for yesterday
hugs n kisses from me me me!!

results r out
satisfied wif it
yay!
proud of F too
=D

nw den i cn celebrate properly
wheehoo!

ONE MORE DAY TO HARI RAYA

dat means
BIG FAMILY MEETUPS
n i get to meet my cuzzies
i miss each n everyone of dem

a very long update from me me me
i guess wun b updating till i duno wen
maybe wen Hari Raya comes laa
=)

so to everyone out there
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
have a wonderful celebration
n for the non-malays
enjoy the long weekend!

n FAUZAN
UR MY ONE N ONLY N FOREVER WILL BE MY MR SEXYBACK
xoxo
aishah

2009-09-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

6 yrs n still counting

best gfs!

Nov & Dec Babies

Feb & August babies

Ice cream after dinner

after filling our stomachs full

each year, they will bake bake bake

The pressie they got me

super pretty

Dinner at Fig & Olive

yum yum

i got amazed with this bottle of ketchup

its not local brand!

haha

Thursday 10.9.09 was the day the 6 of us meet up

it has been a looooonnnggg time

n we sure miss each other hell much

Filzah gonna have her A levels soon

so goooddd luuckkk darling!

we all noe u can do it

dinner at fig & olive was awesome

yummy yum yum

was alil too full after dat

i had fun

thank you girls for the wonderful day out

the surprise u gave me

oh boy! was i shocked

n each of these girl

stood by me

thru both happy n difficult times

awesome GFs ever

love each n everyone of dem

RIPTCHES

tell me again

hw did we come up wif dat name

haha

n my mind never stop thinking bout u

oh baby

i miss you terribly

i love you

with love

aishah

IFTAR tomorrow

hope everything will go well

n i cnt wait to mit my girls

Lala,Fee & Zizi

meeting u girls tmrrw

yay!

nisa,dian,wanny & ekynn

you girls r being missed by yours truly

sending u my warmest HUGS

2009-09-10T00:23:00.003+08:00

n just how a twist of events cn change everything
UNFAIR

on a lighter note
meeting GFs later
yay-ness!
=)

oh god
i dun even noe wad im feeling rite now
damn it
damn it
damn it

//edited at 2.11pm//

Today i met a great new friend
who knew me right away
it was funny how she understood
all that i had to say

she listened to my problems
she listened to my dreams
we talked about love and life
she'd been there too,it seems

i never once felt judged by her
she knew just how i felt
she seemed to just accept me
and all the problems i'd been dealt

she didn't interrupt me
or need to have her say
she just listened patiently
and didn't go away

i wanted her to understand
how much this meant to me
but as i went to hug her
something startled me

i put my arms in front of me
and went to pull her nearer
and realised that my new bestfriend
was nothing but just a mirror

retold by Kimberly Kirberger

*found dis in one of my old notebooks

baby
i miss you
i wan u so bad
=(

2009-09-08T15:17:00.001+08:00

inspiring
the best song so far
for a collaboration of young artists

n i duno why
its still not right
=(

goodbyes
never a good thing are they?
it brings heart pain
n mre misery

smetimes all the blame cnt be put on the B
y not for once
could the blame be on G

2009-09-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

A word's, just a word
'til you mean what you say

n i wish to jus run away
believe me
i never knew it'll be like dis

wen things get alil topsy turvy
face the music AISHAH
face it

i am hu i am
i am myself
hiding? never
im nt like dat
dere's not a need to try
to jus b myself..dats in me

nwenifeelsodown
i noe smehow u feel the same way like i do
darling
i miss u
farah
mit me soon
=(

my pillar of strength
my pillar of support
my protection
my love
baby
thank you

just one night
once mre

fauzaniloveyoutruckloads

n i duno why
i dun feel good bout myself
*snap out of it AISHAH!*

2009-09-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

dear you
where r u?
got so much to tell u
got so much to share with u
got so much to talk about with u

i wanna noe wad u hav been up to

yes you
meet me
talk to me

i miss you

sometimes wen we r too caught up in our own world
we tend to forget or get alil busy
but i noe i got their back
n they defintely got mine

FAAAARRRRAAAHHHH
HAAARRROOOONNNNN

i miss u guys
i wanna meet you guys soon
=(

2009-09-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

THEIR COMPANY MADE DRAMA MRE XCITING
=)

IFTAR at ABG B's crib
=)
enjoyed myself
great company
plus the cats
Sri Nadi
Pentas itu, nadi kita.

there's just sth bout the way u love me
im on cloud nine
wait mre den dat actually
=)

when you care about a person..
you accept that this person is in your life,
and for me that's it..
this person is a permanent part of me..
*Lyun Sharon Schwartz*

with love
aishah

2009-09-03T15:15:00.000+08:00

dinner with the family
to celebrate mum n dad anniversary
=)

yummy food
good company
fun shopping

i love them

=)

N BABY..I MISSS UUUUUU...
=(

2009-09-02T12:39:00.000+08:00

TUESDAY 1.9.09

Final Destination 3D was AWESOME
=)
love it
even though its gory
half of the time im like gasping n breathing heavily
the whole audience were like me too
thank god n i pray to god
dat things like dat wun happen to us
but life's unpredictable

dinner with the other 7 was way awesome too
ate PASTAMANIA
yummy yum yum
=)
laugh out loud with our silly antics
hahaha
=D
having classmates like dem..totally rawk my life!
neoprints taken *been ages*
walk around ION orchard
n HOME SWEET HOME

i had the best time with them
thanks girls!

31.8.09

break fast with the tarian girls
=)
had an awesome time too!
crazy i tell u
the whole place was hot hot heat
but its alrite
i love the feeling of jus walking along a street full of food
im such a foodie
=D

i guess dats all for nw
xoxo
aishah

dinner with the family later..
yahoo!

2009-08-30T13:35:00.000+08:00

i wan my life to be simple
just like a kids life
cos im sick n tired of having to handle so many BIG things BIG changes
all on my own
i do have people around me to support me
but at the end of it
im pretty much on my own
cos it's still my life
n i cannot depend on others totally

i noe im not alone

the A drama is not over yet
i m tired listening to them saying this n that
one thing for sure
i will not let all THAT affect me n them

if one keep on complaining
if one keep on whining
if one keep on sighing
wen will all dis end?
its been so long

maybe i jus dun understand
or i choose not to understand

n i mus say
i miss F hell much
i jus dunwan to mix S wif R
cos my LL is special on its own
-sigh-

i want to date him
not date him n dealing wif work at the same time

call me selfish
call me complain queen
but its not rong
for one to ask for what she wan rite?

xoxo
aishah

2009-08-29T13:47:00.001+08:00

he'll be flying off to China

she's alwaes making sure my bag is zipped
hehe
thanks darling

love of my life
i need QT with him
cos i noe it'll never be enuf

xoxo
AISHAH

dat was my FRIDAY
breaking fast wif the main comm over at Mayuni Omar Music Cafe
nice ambience
nice food
simply worth the money spent

2009-08-29T13:26:00.001+08:00

they r one of the reasons why i alwaes have that smile on my face

LEO BABIES
=)

unforgettable nite
ni muke classic DIAN
hehe

hilarious nite
i laughed till my stomach hurts
kecoh to the max
enjoyed every moment of it
=)

n dat was my THURSDAY meetup wif my HAPPY PILLS

mre pictures at LALA cammy

xoxo
aishah

2009-08-27T00:27:00.003+08:00

so bye bye long hair
=)
a lot of ppl hav been asking me
why?
hahaha
jus wanted to try sth new
everyone wan my curls
i duno how i gt them
so yea
its time to take a big step
n tada!
im happy with the result
teehee

as she gets older
her mouth oso gets wider
wahhh
she so the "batu api"
cnt stand
but i still love her
i definitely will dote on her
my one n only lil sister
13 years age difference
i wonder if in the future
will ppl mistook her as my daughter
hahahaha!
n as i open my arms, she'll come running to me
n i'll carry her
*even though she's a lil heavier..tsk*
=D

okay now dat exams r over
no school
i duno wad to do
haha
duno wad to do oso
u still wun find me sitting quietly at home
ade je nk gi sane sini
=D

oohh..i shared a video on SuJu dancing to Gee!
now here's SNSD dancing to Sorry Sorry
=)
n they're hot

miting my HAPPY PILLS tomorrow
excited much!