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Sunday, April 23, 2006 @ 7:31 PM

hmm...so lately been having a lot of downs den ups...

jus lyk tdae...my bill came n it kinda go overboard...
but i jus dun understand y it turned out dat way...
i did nt use dat much...
well now gotta find a way to pay it...
wad my mum sae hurts me...
y cant she understand me??
she alwaes compare me wif other ppl...
hu am i to u...
wen i wan do my work u sae dis n dat...
pls...give me space...
my exams are cming for god sake...
i nd to study...

dun shatter my dreams...
pls i beg u...
i noe u luv me but pls approach me in a kinder way...
nowadaes every word u sae hurts me...
it pierce through my heart so deeply that nth could heal it...
a mother toking to her own daughter dat way...
if u could relate to other ppl daughter's y not me???
well im tired of toking n tinking bout dis...

noone understands how i feel...
ppl ard me??
toks bad bout smeone hu is close to me...
it hurts me to jus hear u make accusations indirectly...
is my choice very wrong??
does everything i do seems the wrong way???
y cant i make tings rite??
im exhausted...tired...
its my choice n its my life...
i dun wan wad u sae affects my feelings towards smeone...
i noe ur gd intentions but pls...
i made the choice...

respect it...

jus tinking bout it makes me cry...
oh god pls help me...

dats all for now...
i wan to stop these tears frm streaming down my cheeks...
till next time...
luv aishah...
still n will <3>

Saturday, April 22, 2006 @ 8:49 PM

since a while i updated my blog...
so here goes...
well life for me...
okoklar...

hmm problems??
alwaes lah...
cnt be avoided...

exams cming...so gt to study...
i cant flunked...
if nt i will be letting ppl down...

hmm...i tink dats all for now...
im in no mood to tok bout anything now...
jus feeling down n sad...

dats all..till anther time...aishah

Sunday, April 16, 2006 @ 5:00 PM

wad a dae!!!

tdae went out frm mrning till evening time...
jus reach home...
haix...so bored...
how eh...
nth to do...
haix...

gt my new specs...
klah the colour nt dat nice but overall still ok

till next time...
signing off...
aishah!!!
i heart you!!!
ariusshyaahd

Saturday, April 15, 2006 @ 1:48 PM

hey there...
long time never update...
been bz lately...
haix exams cming...
nw im sick!!!
before exam fever...haix...
alwaes lyk dat...
anywae investiture jus over...
so mre responsibilities for me...
haix...
i will try my best...

for now gt to study study study...
cnt afford to fail anything..
i pray hard so dat i wun fail...
well jus had the council bbq two daes back...
it was fun...
thank u dearest ex-excos....
ur performance was great...
luv dem...


well till here den...
nt feeling well lah...
tata...
sayonara peeps...

Friday, April 07, 2006 @ 6:17 PM

Delta Goodrem-I'm lost without u!!!!

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out


I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone
I admit that I was wrong


All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'mlost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you


How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind


Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say


All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh


All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'mlost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

Sunday, April 02, 2006 @ 5:25 PM


Hmm...
Im bored basically
so nth to do i go n update my blog lar...
well rite now staring at the com n laughing my heads off at my best fren fara...
a guy whom she dun like ask her out tdae rite now...
ahakz...
gd for her..
hu ask to be so nice...
dis bestie of mine...
i noe her inside out...
its been 11 yrs since i noe her...
long huh...
bw she's the far left in the pic i uploaded...
so if i wan scold her...or anything...
no prob man...

well...padan muke ngan die...
tulah terlalu baek ngan lelaki

well till here den...
im outta words...

luv all my peeps out dere,,,
take care everyone...
signing off...
AiShaH<3>