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Saturday, September 29, 2007 @ 3:53 PM

The festive season is around the corner..
preparations to be made..
but thank god dis year cos of my olevels..
im nt gonna be asked to do alot of tings..
yay!!

@ 3:47 PM

been a few days since i update..
lazy lah mot of the time..
=)
anywae wad a tiring week..
had to go for medical checkup..
den went to attend many extra lessons..
plus just yesterday..
went out wif weiying n meena..
had a whale of time..
watch the nany diaries..n ate chocolate fondue..yum!!
spend near $100 for the three of us..
took so many pictures..lalala..
den went to aunt home at nite..
fall asleep..but was woken up at 11 plus pm..
before going home..went to eat at al-ameen..
service wasnt too good..
but funny ting is..wen it comes to bill..very fast dey come..
typical singaporeans..
hahaha

den head home n sleep..

woke up at 2pm..
gosh!!soo long i sleep..
now updating blog..
gonna do some studying n finish up worksheets..
next week start of night classes..
woah!!
very fast..
start mugging oredie..
3 weeks mre to olevels..
jiayou to everyone!!
do ur best..
n aishah..
do ur best!!

i wun b updating much..so dearest blog..
bear wif it for a while ok..
=)

lotsa love aishah

Sunday, September 23, 2007 @ 2:43 PM


i love dis!!!
22.09.07

@ 2:37 PM

yesterday..went out wif cuzins..aunties..uncles..
had a reli great time..
break fast there..
so cool..very kampung-style..plus moroccan style..
delicious food..
yum yum!!!
the ambience was reli romantic..dimly lit..
as if i was brought back to those olden times..plus a twist..
taking pictures was everyone's pastime..
haha..
had loads of fun..
MOSI CAFE..
nice place..
=)=)
3 cheers..

had a great time..now rotting at home..
babysitting my cuzin n lil sis..
waiting for mum n dad to come home..
plus my aunt's arrival..
in a few hours..my house gonna b chaotic..
n i love it..
strong sense of bonding between me n my family members..
i love them..

im falling in love..
once again wif my ownself..
holding my head up high..
soaring to greater heights..
olevels..here i come..
=)

i miss u..
i still do..
i love u..

lots of love..aishah

Saturday, September 22, 2007 @ 1:00 PM

its saturday..
been a few days since i update..
kinda busy n lazy lah..=)

somehow i feel better right now..
i guez im too tired to tink of other stuff apart from myself,studies n family..
im starting to fall in love wif myself once again..
=)
love urself first before u cn love others..hmm..wad do u tink??

life has been pretty good for me..
my results r all ok..
less den a mth i'll b fighting a war that needs me 10 years of preparation..
jiayou!!

to all my frens out there..
never giv up ok..
do ur best..
=)

i still love u..n miss u..
but its ok..
wishing u all the best..
i noe smeday we hav to part..
didnt expect it to be so soon..
do well in everyting ok..
lots of love from me..

aishah

Monday, September 17, 2007 @ 10:45 PM

there's jus tings i gotta let go..
but i guez i nid a long time to do dat..

i missed my school frens..
n finally get to meet dem..
i failde eng paper 2 but passed bio paper 1..alhamdulilah..
i tried my best in prelims..hope it gonna reflect on my grades..

time flies soo fast..
like wad i sae to weiying n weileng..
im glad dat in a few mths hopefully im gonna b out of dis school..
but i cnt bear to leave my secondary school life..
full of joy n memories dat will alwaes b remembered...

i still n will love u..
i miss u..
=(

aishah..be strong..

Saturday, September 15, 2007 @ 1:51 PM

15th september 2007..

time reli flies..
i read weiying's blog..
n i reli feel like crying..
i miiss those days..
earlier yesterday we were toking online bout missing everyone..
i terribly miss my GFs..
everyone..june,jac,weiying,filzah n weileng..
n for like duno how long i haven mit weileng..
ohya darling,ur beg still wif me..shall return it to u..=)

in life everyone is given a choice...
never ever regret doing sth..cos u chose it..
its pointless to put the blame on other ppl..
cos everyting dat happens to u all started wif the decisions u made..
i'll alwaes remember this..=)

well,looking forward to go school dis monday..
=)
keep smling b happy..
love aishah


Friday, September 14, 2007 @ 3:12 PM

its the 14th of september..
jus took my malay paper..
well overall okay but i screw up the making sentences section..=(
it was tiring though esp wen its paper 2..finish in one hour n hav half an hour more to burn..gah!!damn boring..
reach home n now slacking like mad..
still having bio paper 1 n mon..but im doing nth..lalala
wait i study lah..
wanna take a break..

prom nite!!dis year is at Quality Hotel..$50..
mus go!go!go!
=)

as i sit n let y mind wander..
i start to realise dat i lost touch wif most of my frens..
i miss dem loads..
as in reli reli miss dem..
so after olevels there's gonna be a lot alot of catching up..
to tink dat once i had everyting dat everyone could hav possibly wan..but within a few months..it seems like everything's gone..
my life has been a rollercoaster ride these past month..
things hav seem to change for the better..
but there's jus some tings that i cnt let go of..
im faking it..but wad cn i do??
smetimes the best ting to do is let ur true feelings stay inside..
its better den telling someone..
everyone's different..u n i hav our fair share of problems..
oni we ourself cn understand wads going on n how we reli feel..
so the best ting to do for now...let myself heal wif time n learn to love myself once again..

sometimes i wan to jus walk up to u n tell u how i feel..
but.......(shall keep quiet)
i wonder how long am i gonna kip deceiving myself..

now dat prelims r over(nearly ,1 paper to go)
its time for me to reli tink it over n do wads best for me..
top priority..olevels..
a month plus n the big exams will start..
gah!!its soo fast..
i will not waste my 10 yrs of studying..
i must never flunk in any of the papers..
get straight As..

i cnt help feeling down till right now..
haix..

but nevertheless there's one guardian star always looking out for me..
i met her jus a mth ago n i love her alot..
she brightens up my day wif her laughter n smiles..
talking to her is like talking to my twin..in a fun n crazy way..
we jus clicked! =)
i'll alwaes be behind her cheering her on n wishing her all the best in everyting she do..
she has been doing that for me wen im at my worst..thx darling..
hu would hav thought we end up tgether being frens??
we gt to thank dat someone yea??(winks)lalala
jus like how u look out for me..trust me i'll do the same to u too..
i love u..i reli do..=) =)

plans for tmrrow..going to my grandma's house..yayness!!
get to mit my cuzins n hav loads of fun,gossips n many many more..
these family functions mean a lot to me..
it strengthens thebond between me n my family members..
i love dem loads..esp my own family..=)

being in the same school as ur little cuzin is kinda weird..
wen we mit,smile smile..haha
but still i love her lah..

n ashout out from me to my frens..
i love u guys!!thx for being my frens n always filling my days wif joy,laughter n madness!!

everyone all the best ok!!
its the last leg of the race..
work hard n reach ur goals!!
need me im alwaes here..
ever ready to lend u my shoulder..my ears..my mouth??hahaif u nid a kiss from me..(but oni for girls)..my hugs..=)

signing off..
aishah
live ur life to the fullest..=)=)
3 cheers!!



Thursday, September 13, 2007 @ 2:41 PM

lalala
suppose to study for malay tdae..but lazy..
but i feel as if prelim finish like dat..fat hope..haven lah...
haha

exams were pretty ok..
but bio paper sucks..
a killer..phew..i manage to try n do all qns..
y do u add pineapple juice to meat??
my answer was to giv it flavour..hahaha
crazy..
anywae i gave weird answers..
like menstrual cycle..importance of it for a mother??
is it a pregnant woman or normal woman?? i jus rite wad i noe
hahaha..
its ok..
try harder for mcq..
sure kena scold by mr anand..jus like wad weiying sae..haha

i miss u..
i reli do..
u once entered my life n now u left..
i guez we'll be like how we used to b last time..
seems close but yet soo far apart..
i hate it..but as long as ur happy..i'll be contented enuf..
i still n do love u..

now off to get some sleep..
im tired..
gtg..
signing out..
lotsa love..aishah

Saturday, September 08, 2007 @ 8:45 PM

AISHAH!!
pls get a grip of urself..

a day has passed..
good news first..tmrrow i get to watch High School Musical 2..
bad news..
im still nt myself..
i dun even trust myself..
i feel inferior to everyone..
i find it hard to accept myself..
i cnt trust myself..
y mus all dese happen to me..exams r here..
haix..i could oni sigh..

im trying to piece my life back tgether..
but m i strong to do dat??
i noe i hav ppl ard me..
but its beyond me to trouble dem..

jus follow my heart..
im trying..

the past month..
soo many tings happen..

anywae here's the lyrics for the song on my blog..enjoy..

Gabriella:I gotta say what's on my mindSomething about us doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
Its so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay...

Chorus:
I've got to move on and be who I amI just don't belong here;
I hope you understandWe might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,I gotta go my own way.
Don't wanna leave it all behind,But I get my hopes up and watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grayAnd its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today cause I've gotta do what's best for me,You'll be okay..

Chorus:
I've got to move on and be who I amI just don't belong here;
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday,But at least for now,I gotta go my own way.

Troy:What about us?What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella:What about trust?

Troy:You know I never wanted to hurt you.

Gabriella:And what about me?

Troy:What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella:I gotta leave but I'll miss you.

Troy:I'll miss you.

Gabriella:So I've got to move on and be who I am.

Troy:Why do you have to go?

Gabriella:I just don't belong here I hope you understand

Troy:I'm trying to understand

Gabriella:We might find our place in this world somedayBut at least for now

Troy:I want you to stay

Gabriella:I wanna go my own way I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy:What about us?

Gabriella:I just don't belong hereI hope you understand

Troy:I'm trying to understand

Gabriella:We might find our place in this world someday but at least for now,
I've gotta go my own way,
I've gotta go my own way,
I've gotta go my own way..

Friday, September 07, 2007 @ 12:52 PM

a huge blow..
i duno how to take it..
but i guez i'll be fine..
time will heal everyting..

aishah..be strong n start anew..pick urself up everytime u fall..
a reminder i always hold on to..

i'll miss u but wad cn i do..
concentrate on other tings for now..
at least for now..i gotta be on my own..

i sound so sad..
oh god..
wads becoming of me..
dun let wad other ppl sae affect u..
keep dis in mind..

i have to do wads best for me..i noe you'll be ok..

being sixteen isnt fun at all..
more responsibilities n more problems..
how i wish to remain being a kid all my life..
i guez i hav to learn to stand n my own feet n nvr giv up..
i hav to overcome dis..
i must!!

later off to guides campfire..
gotta let my hair down..
i reli wan to hav fun n nt tink of other tings..

gonna study before going to campfire..
=)
to everyone out there..
i love u guys..


Tuesday, September 04, 2007 @ 10:28 PM

lalala..
been so long snce i update..
prelim is here..
zoom!zoom! olevels..
so mus study..
but cnt overstudy!!
wait i go bonkers..

alot of things happen..
well dunwan to elaborate..
to all those hu reads dis..
ur nt forgotten..
n AISHAH here is as strong as ever..
whee!!!!

dats all for now..
tata..

cnt wait till olevels finish
den den cn do alot of stuff..

lotsa love..
aishah