me,myself&i

Aishah Kamsani
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Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ECH
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Sunday, November 30, 2008 @ 10:00 PM

*screams*

i cnt hold on anymore!

@ 9:28 PM

ok my loudspeaker sis is finally home!

see wad she gt me?

n the hat is jus so weird..

hahaha

woke up bright n early..

hea for work..

today time passes so quickly..

dat before i noe it..

its time for me to go home..

i touch up rose arrangement..sunflower bouquet..white n shocking pink roses bouquet..

accomplishment..

n i frown less while making the bouquets..whee =)

met bestie awhile at her home..

thx eh!

i slping u kacau me..

haha

love her lots..

ok now im studying for quiz tmrrow.

insyaallah i cn do..

bye ppl..

I MISS HIM!!

gah!

@ 12:19 AM

until now i dun get it...
tak insaf insaf ke?
it givs me goosebumps eveytime i tink bout it..
i jus pray that tings will b orite for dem..
u guys hav me n my family..
my other half..my big sister..my another younger brother..my second mum..

without my family..
n dem..
n my frens..
n him..
i duno how my life is gonna b like..

im so missing you..
im going crazy here..
i'll b patient..
let the next 2 weeks come n go very very fast..
i jus cnt wait for hols to hit!
i nid this break..

ok i nid to hit the bed soon..
im jus so tired from work..
silly me..i tot work end at 9.30pm..instead its 10pm..
haha
tmrrow morning shift..
gah!
cn go crazy..
oh its oredie sunday actually..
2nd sis cming home..
the loudspeaker will b finally home..
haha..
ok i miss her..
=)
love her lots!

Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 11:58 PM

one on top of each other..

haha

our goofy side

slow motion
haha

ok we weren't ready

so call angry faces

try to act sad

try to act cute

animals

tallest.taller.tall

once

twice

third..not enuf

statues of ______.
haha

zizi.me

my happy pills..

3 m.i.a

we hav dis ting bout height..

haha

the photo we took was without our heads..

haha..

my bad

ok dats me..

i duno y im in dat position..

haha

zizi.me

nisa

diri tegak nampak!

haha

zizi

lala.ekyn

n dat was my friday..

wif the drama peeps..

my happy pills too..

i ahd so much fun during drama..

n all the photos were taken before drama start..

we n our mischief..

dere r more dend is..

but i shall nt post everyting on my blog..

some obscene laa..

hehehe

thx im for being the photographer..

camwhore sessionw if dese ppl made my evening..

scripts nid to b improved..

weekends r here..

hav fun everyone..

n take care!!

lotsa love from yours truly..

n i oredie miss you..

gah!

cn go crazy!!

even though it was a few moments..

i was grateful i met you..

xoxo

@ 12:49 AM

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY my dear gurl!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY my Tall Bodyguard!

A shout out to these 2 frens of mine who i greatly missed..
may all ur wishes come true..
n hav a great day tdae..
n im so sorry i cnt join u guys for the dinner date or the concert..
i hav sch commitments..

i miss my gfs like crazy!

wen cn we mit?

filz having hols oredie..

weileng ended her olevels oredie..

weiying?jac?junnie?

wen is our camp-out day?

been mths since i last saw dem..

my thursday was great..

work n sch..

ok i was abit of a klutz tdae..

forget so many tings..

lucky all turn out well..

n i dun get into trouble..

hahaha

its friday oredie..

i cnt believe it..

omg! monday cdtp quiz..

im nt prepared for dis..

gah! study study..

ok dats all..

im tired now..

going to slp..

nites everyone!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008 @ 10:06 PM

a day i never will forget..
loss for words..
beyond wad i had imagine..
unexpected..
i..i..i duno wad to say..

u noe i noe..
=)
up till dis moment..
my heartbeat still beats fast..

i love you..

if you were to ask me how was my wednesday?
it was great!
cdtp tutorial was ok..
stb was fun fun fun jus dat the thought of assessment next week worrying i tell you..
laecy was alright i guess..the letter factory story was great and the games session pure fun..
my evening was spend in school..
doing productive tings..
finished up my running record and my reflection paper..
did the tags for laecy project..
i felt good after dat..
jus tired cos i tink my energy drained out..
i jus cnt wait for the semester to come to an end..
wait half a semester i mean..
time passes so quickly that it felt like only yest i entered poly..

nth else to sae here..
take care everyone..
lotsa love from urs truly here..
=)

Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 9:33 PM

ok so a few ppl have commented that im being emo here..
dun get it rong ok..
im jus expressing my thoughts..

dun worry ppl..
im all okay now..
life has been a bumpy ride for me..
but isnt dat part n parcel of what life has to offer?
from the heavy load of schoolwork to family stuff to friends to work..
it's jus so ever head-spinning..

i jsu duno y..
wen i met you..
i forgot for a moment bout all the problems i had..

we shared..
we felt the same..
both bitter n sweet..
life has never been a smooth-sailing road..
i took the risk..
u took the risk..
keep holding on..
cos i'll never let go of dis hand of mine..

my tuesday has been pleasant..
great company..
n i did sth productive..
attachemnt was jus so sweet..
now i reli cnt bear to leave the kids dere..
n i bathe a lil girl tdae..
n true enuf..
i bonded so much wif her..
n now i noe y i chose ECH..
the experiences i have..
cn never b replaced with aniting else..

=)

Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 7:01 PM

cn my day get any worse?
i had difficulty waking up tdae for school..
(imagine laa, after a week of elearning..not waking up early..its a torture to suddenlyw ake up at 7 in the morning)
went for 3 lectures..
first lecture of the day was fun..
but den came J wif her remidners dat in 2 weeks time, we have to submit our projects..
n it's the same for laecy..
wah! stress.. n i'm all worried..
=(
n bloody mary had to come..
suffering in silence..
i was a lil moody n restless..
creative arts was interesting..
we compose music!
interesting..
but the oh-not-so-interesting part was wen we hav hwk..
wic is to add lyrics n movements for the music we compose..nt easy..
cdtp was enjoyable n i survived..
even though i had cramps n wasnt feeling too good..
n it gt a lil bit dull n i felt like slping..
but i managed to listen, participate n i managed to stay awake..=)
met lala,nisa,ekyn,wanny,imran n fauzan..
dey r definitely my happy pills..
my mood was lifted immediately wif the games we played n the laughters we shared..

*i finally did..at that moment, the world felt like it was gonna crumble and i was ready for aniting cos i noe i cnt b selfish..but wad u said jus left me speechless..ur assurance comforted me..i was worrying, afraid..mixed emotions..i noe ur feeling the same way too..u duno how to react..jus sth for me to remember..it's a thing in the past..i wun b hu i use to b last time..never again..*

sae my goodbyes n off i went home..

we each make mistakes dat we never wan to make..
smetimes i do wish..
i cn turn back time..
cos one regret affects everyting in life..

the only ting inid now is for u to b by my side n love me sincerely..
cos i noe dis time..
im dead serious bout u..
i reli do love you..

dats all for now..
too tired..
i dunhav the mood to do aniting now..but i will force myself to complete my tasks..

Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 9:44 PM

i'm a-ok

slacking at home at my dining room i frt of tv

all set n ready to go out..

haha..

i cnt stay still at home

dat's my cheeky sis..

love her

dats my bro n my 2nd sis currently in Vietnam..

i do miss her naggings i tell you..

she's my house loudspeaker..

hehe

so dat jus sums up my weekend..

sunday tdae..

went out wif lil sis,mum n dad

i got my doses of chocs, chips n treats..

hehehe..

being the only one hu noes wic r the good stuff n nt..

so wadeva tings i choose..

all abit teeny weeny expensive..

hehe

i offered to pay..

but parents sae its ok..

n i went home as a happy kid..

n now im facing this lappy..

wif songs playing..

chatting..

n eating my snacks..

i noe my lfiestyle isnt healthy..

its ok..

i will go n exercise ok soon..

*hopefully*

Saturday, November 22, 2008 @ 10:35 PM

Give me all the courage i need..
cos it's reli time..
im worrying non-stop..
n i suddenly feel so scared..
will things change?
am i reli reli ready?
insyaallah..
everyting will turn out fine..
if not..
i jus hav to accept wad god has in store for me..

my Saturday was jus me n 3 others...
The early part of the day was terrible..
family thingy..
nt the first..n never gona b the last..

sms n hug from bestie cheered me up abit..
n off i went to mit him..
so the day was jus us lazing ard..
we didnt hav aniting planned..
we jus go to werever we feel like going..
i need a breather n tdae provided me that opportunity..

went to pp..
walk ard..
played arcade..
sat n tok tok at starbucks..
n home sweet home..

for now..
i nid strength, courage and patience..
cos im going thru a terrible emotional cycle..
n it's gona b a while..
n on top of dat..
im doing sth for the first time..
mixed emotions inside..

but nth stops me from loving you..
i reli do love you..

Friday, November 21, 2008 @ 11:27 PM

my NOISY house woke me up..
as usual..
wash up..
had breakfast..
cleared the house..
get ready n went to fetch my 3 powerpuff girls..
brought dem to library..
had lunch at mcdonalds..
walk ard causeway point..
send dem home..
watch the repeated telecast of american idol..
i was too mesmerized by David Archuleta's voice dat i sat there on the sofa smiling..
haha

met up at city hall..
walk ard..
tok n tok n tok..
like dere's no tomorrow..
bought some food..
n head home..

anther day tmrrow..
n im all excited!
=D

Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 11:30 PM

my thursday?

pleasant..

work was fun..

i hav a new colleague..

guy some mre..

n handsome oso..tsk tsk..

haha

too bad chinese..

haha

one of my colelague offered to do facial for me..

she work as a beautician before..

being the youngest there..

i sure get pampered alot..

haha..

i am the one full of nonsense..

if dere's the other 5 hu is jus as crazy as me..or even worse..

the shop will b full of laughters i tell u..

non-stop silly antics..

today sales was pretty amazing for a weekday..

im dead beat wen i knock off from work..

family pick me up..

went to hav dinner/supper wif dem..

yummy i tell you..

n its been ages since we as a family went out together..

pleasant evening..

reach home..

doing script nw..

after at im off to bed..

tuition tmrrow n meet-up tmrrow..

excited i tell you!

i finished work n was waiting for my family to pick me up..

i called up a fren..

n dey played a prank on me..

not funny..

i was on the verge of crying wen he told me..

dun do it again..

cos it's gonna freak me out terribly..

come to think of it..

how funny for me to believe everyting without tinking..

silly me..

all i cud do now is to laugh..

haha..

thanks eh korang for dat..

my heart nearly drop u noe..

lotsa love from me..

@ 12:51 AM

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i took dis quiz..
interesting result..
smehow true..
=)

ok i nid to slp..
nite

Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 11:19 PM

initially i had plans wif bestie..
but we both were in our lazy mood..
so we decided to jus stay in n not go out..
i did my stb recording bright n early in the morning..
cleared my messy wardrobe..(like finally)
now my clothes r all in proper conditions..folded n hanged according to colours..hehe
watch gossip girl 2 episode 11..
omg!
cn i jus go crazy?
love the guys..
love the bitch wars..
=D
made home-made pizza for me n family..
daddy is back..
yay!
I MISSED HIM..
watch ellen degeneres show..
n n jesse mc-cartney is ever so HOT!!!!
i like his hair!
i liek his voice!
hawtstuff..

near 7 met up wif nasri..
went to pending..
met up wif azri, aidil, ahmad and darling filzah...
made our way to NUH..
laugh our ass out in the bus..
visit zaman..
bahirah,wani,julaiha,zahirah,zara fren,fahmi,zul n fahmi date join us soon after..
we laugh abit..
den its time for us to go...
patients nid to rest..
took some pics..
n off we go..
ate at bpp..
n home sweet home..

i tink im going crazy..
jus a day..
n i feel dat sth is missing..
gah!
if i were to see u rite now..
i'll jump onto u n hug u tight..
hehe..
=D

Tuesday, November 18, 2008 @ 9:39 PM

initially i was hell dissapointed wen 3 of dem cnt make it..
one of dem..sis gt hositalised..
i'll pray for her to b alrite ok..
=)
the other 2..
wan spend time wif gf..
ok understood-ed
i cnt sae aniting laa..
i offered..
so dun point fingers at me..

i read all those posts..
cn i jus roll ard n laugh out loud..
i jus cnt stop giggling away..
the scene's getting interesting..
oh babies..mummy's here wen u fall..
hahaha!
i'll greet you wif open arms n hav a bottle of milk ready made jus the way you like it..
(n i mean it..cos true frens dun abandon each other)

so tmrrow is solely me n bestie day out..
been ages since i actually go out wif her..
n our plan was to eat at popeye's n well go to marina barrage..
thing is..
we duno how to get there..
so tmrrow these 2 girls here gonna b like tourists or adventurers (u cn put it as dat) n find dat place..
hahahaha
jus hanging out will be our top priority..
loads of stories to share again..

bestie bestie..
my bitch..my darling..
i duno how my life is without her..
strong lady..
full of nonsense n crap..
but dat doesnt stop me from loving her..
=)

ok tdae mrning went for attachment..
the center had firedrill..
funny i tell u..
the kids ask me..
teacher, y i cannot see the fire drill?
haha..
pure joy being wif dem..

met up wif hummy, jamie, aliah n shimmie at coffeebean for project discussion..
fruitful one..n fast one i cn sae..
ehad to daiso..n each one of dem(esp aliah n shimmie) go crazy over the items there..
dey went to spotlight n i went off..

head to school for a while..
met up wif several people..
n of cos...
den off to bpp to wait for bestie..
bought finger food for us..
n we walk-ed home..

dat was my tuesday..
i had fun..
i wonder how my wednesday will be..
tata people!
hav a great week ahead of u guys..

Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 11:28 PM

n that was me after a haircut..=)

bananas?

soup ladles anyone?

me and that trolley..

i had trouble pushing it..

my 2 sis n mummy in the background.

n that was my monday..

woke up bright n early

(ok nolaa, i woke up at 10 plus nea 11am)

did my creative arts(mon) elearning things

n i head out for a haircut and lunch session wif the 3 other ladies in my family..

daddy nt in spore n bro was lazy to follow us..

cab-ed to jurong east to get sis uniform but well too bad for her, no stock..

so proceed to IMM..

ok been ages since i walk there..

i bought myself slippers..hehe..

its nice i tell u

been wanting it n finally i gt it..

ate burger king..

i wasnt feeling dat well so the food i ate still taste abit tasteless..

but not so bad oredie..

entered GIANT hypermarket..

dat is wen i go crazy over what inside has to offer..

snacks..chocolates..

frozen finger food..

mummy even commenetd that i was being like a kid..

worse then my lil sis..

hehe..

excited wad..

mum drop me off at bpp..

walk ard abit..

n i soon made my way to school for dance..

receied a sms..

n he's done for the day..

met up..

n oh boy, how much i miss him..

hehe..

tok awhile..

met up wif my happy pills..

chat abit..

n off i go for dance..

cikgu wasnt feeling so good so we had story telling sessions..

n jus practice abit of inang..

met up wif lala n dian while waiting..

n dian! BRG ME TO THAT PLACE..I WAN TO BUY ALL THOSE STUFFS!

haha

bus ride home was awesome

n i miss him already..

it was that difficult to let go..

i jus cudnt stop smiling thinking bout jus now..

thanks for all those smiles

cos dey reli brighten up my day full blast

hehe

tuesday!

here i come..

attachment n time to finish up my elearning things..

whee!

Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 11:53 AM

Tagged by Nisa
Rules & Regulations:
#01 - Each player of this quiz starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about you.
#02- People who gets tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
#03 - At the end of the day, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
#04- No tags back!

#01- i get all excited wen i see children (tsk..im no freak who abducts kids ok)
#02- i dun get angry easily
#03- wen im all stressed up, i can finish one tub of ice cream n snack on many chocs in one day
#04- blue is my favourite colour.
#05- i love dancing
#06- i like to bite my nails( ok dis is bad..i'm trying to stop)
#07- my hands trun cold wen im nervous
#08- i get all jittery and cannot stay still when im excited/nervous
#09- my friends kip me smiling all day long
#10- i jus can't stop thinking of someone =)

Ten peeps that have been tagged :D
01. Annisa
02. Farah
03. Weiying
04. Weileng
05. Filzah
06. June
07. Jac
08. Kerin
09. Amelia Tan
10. Jiaxin

To those who are tagged, please motivate yourself to complete this quiz. Thanks!!

that's all!!
=D

Saturday, November 15, 2008 @ 11:53 PM