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| Monday, July 28, 2008
@ 11:28 PM
my eye hurts.. my shoulders ache.. my feet r sore..daily complains.. one mre grp assignment.. n den im free of all assignments.. i cnt wait for vacation.. bye ppl @ 12:39 AM
so many things happen.. i duno hwo to sae it.. im jus TIRED.. left one mre project.. n den its mugging for exams.. n VACATION soon after.. im so looking forward to dat.. meet ups wif maternal family over tehse few days.. had fun.. =) my nephew is all grown up now.. =D i miss family functions.. sth's rong wif my body.. constant gastric..aches..cramps.. no no its not dat time of the mth.. i duno y laa.. mayb cos i overwork myself and all? im nt feeling comfortable or good these few days.. stressed up over alot of tings.. wad else shud i blog abt?? i gt nth to sae actually.. jus for the fact dat i miss soo many ppl.. i've been too caught up wif work and sch.. finding time even for myself is hard.. life's unfair.. so jus bear wif it.. gd nite ppl.. hav a nice day everyone!! Thursday, July 24, 2008
@ 11:53 PM
thursday is oredie here.. received my results forppcm test, play assignment one n cdev test.. was contented wif the results.. but sure cn do better.. tmrrow gt play test.. hope i'll do well.. =) insyaallah.. im so tired n shagged.. haiya..i hope everything is gonna b orite for me.. dear body.. persevere ok..=) im now blank.. duno wad to blog about.. gd nite ppl.. im sleepy.. Tuesday, July 22, 2008
@ 11:29 PM
isit me or wad?? tings were well until i saw.. haha..azlin ika my dance mates will noe.. i look and i go.. "isnt dat??" i shrugged n well continued walking up.. i jus cnt b bothered to get involve or has aniting to do wif them anymre.. ppcm is definitely testing my patience.. i now hav the habit of toking to myself.. ur warning was clear kerin.. i will b toking to myself.. thank god i gt my ears all plugged.. minimise the toking to oneself part.. reached sch at 3pm.. did ppt editing wif kerin.. at 5pm.. alone at the library..i witness dis couple making out.. im like..err??library here..get a room laa.. imran came n stayed wif me for a while..thx dude.. =) walk n met up wif ika n azlin.. went for tarian.. n such a small world.. i met my sis-in-law's sis in the same cca as me.. shocking.. such a coincidence.. dance was fun.. childcare was fun.. tdae was orite i guess.. a happy day for me.. @ 3:45 PM
childcare was fun tdae.. art n craft for the k1s n k2s was fun.. making jelly fish.. haha.. playgroup r so adorable.. nursery r soo lovable.. im so attched to dem now i dunwan field pract to end.. im so tired now.. i wan to slp persevere aishah!! Sunday, July 20, 2008
@ 11:49 PM
another day.. work again.. tmrrow still hav work.. my god..3 days straight.. im used to it.. but y does it seems like a chore to me? but once im dere.. i dun feel like im working.. hahaha mayb its the company of my colleagues there.. =D sch in the mrning.. work in the afternoon.. upcoming assignments.. > ppcm presentation.. > play test.. >field practicum grp assignment.. > work.. > exams.. wen will all dis end?? aishah will survive.. i jus came back from supper.. at mcdonalds.. hahaha middle of the night go out jus to eat.. but well.. now my tummy's full n im satisfied.. yum yum.. =) gd nite ppl.. sweet dreams @ 12:20 AM
woke up at noon.. went to work.. went home wif bestie.. n now im at home..dead beat.. i jus feel like putting dis up.. enjoy ppl.. what number of flowers mean 1 You're the only one for me 2 So right together you & I 3 I love you 6 I want to be yours 8 Simply irresistable9 9 Forever in love 10 You're perfect 11 I am the missing stem to make the perfect dozen 12 I adore you 16 Sweet memories 18 You have a special allure. Simply alluring 20 You and I are perfect together 21 My special love 24 I cherish our love together 36 Light my fire. You light up my life 48 True love 50 Golden memories 99 Be mine and make me complete 100 Totally in love with you 101 You enchant me 999 An eternal promise What messages does these flowers meant? Gerberas >red : Unconscious in love >white : innocence,truth >yellow : I'll try harder to win your love >orange : You're teh sunshine of my life Roses > champagne : You're tender and loving > mini : playful,young at heart >pink : I decide my love to you >red : passionate love >black : you're my obsession >white : I'm worthy of you, spiritual love, purity >yellow : I'm not worthy of your love, freedom >orange : you are my secret love >white and red : united in love sunflower : glory sunshine respect working as a florist has led to tis.. hahaha.. ok gd nite ppl.. take care!! Friday, July 18, 2008
@ 11:07 PM
friday.. 18.07.2008 woke up bright n early n head to childcare.. nid to do make up session for the other time i didnt attend field pract.. met my little angels.. i love dem.. to bits.. =) the k1s and k2s always brighten up my day wif their greetings to me.. im so suprised dey remembered i wore specs n ask y i never wear dem jus now.. dey brg me laughter n definitely hapy memories that im gonna treasure.. field pract is gonna b over.. i dunwan.. im so attached to dem.. went to sch wen the clock strucks noon.. met up wif kerin,syairah and jamie.. continue wif our ppcm.. n i jus realised dat next week..i hav my ppcm presentation and play test.. omg! dats darn fast.. after functional english..went to library once again to bubble and witch.. haha..a short form term for my classmates n i.. dey noe i noe.. =) soon after i met up wif my mcc frens.. love dem oso.. n i like miss dem.. cos dah lame tak jumpe.. 1 week mind you.. hahaha we jsu slacked..tok..laughed..sing..laugh again.. n den proceed to change n off we head for drama.. each other exchange jokes.. n again the room was filled wif laughter.. abg bijan came n drama started.. tdae exercise was fun.. =) singing n actions.. not to forget the different types of facial expressions.. definitely a good learning experience for me.. head home.. n now im on my bed.. my god.. im soo tired.. but tmrrow i have work.. boohoo..but nvm.. jus the thought of miting my colleagues and well sme ppl.. hahaha..its worth it to go work.. =D a full day of activities.. im dead beat.. gd nite ppl.. =) hugs! Thursday, July 17, 2008
@ 9:43 PM
 my lil sis n me hanis and me yours trulywoke up bright n early again to go sch.. play was alright.. end class at 10.30am.. so early.. head to library n well ate n jus laze ard. 12pm came n up we go to our room. =) at 2pm..went up one level..n waited for our other room.. head to canteen 1 for lunch wif humairah,kerin n syairah.. was so full.. wen we came back..saw jamie,farhana,amelia n jiaxin glued to the laptop screen.. haha.. joined dem.. my sch days were so much fun wif dem ard..=) meet up wif mum n dad n bestie n her family at al-azhar.. ate again.. my god.. i cn b fat.. time to lose those extra calories aishah.. bus-ed wif bestie to bpp.. walk ard..den we both decided to cut our hair.. so yea..within minutes..most of our hair is gone.. (at least for fara laa..my hair not so much..so cnt cut much) went home to fara's place.. sat n tok tok.. played wif hanis.. head home.. n now im here blogging.. gonna do my work oredie.. functional english and ppcm.. tmrrow field pract.. haiya..make up lesson.. im gonna b so tired.. till den ppl.. love love you Wednesday, July 16, 2008
@ 10:38 PM
       =) woke up bright n early n head to school.. met my classmates at bustop n guess hu i saw.. haha... ok aishah stop smiling.. =) ppcm was ok.. wanted to doze off.. but well we tahan laa.. my whole class left the class.. asking each other why?why?why? cos during ppcm..we were questioned by winnie.. we were stumped for words..everyone.. so she had to ask why?so many times dat well it got stuck to us for an hour or so.. ate at megabites.. n as usual the food there was yummy.. =D slack at library..was supposed to do ppcm but well.. being us..we tend to sidetracked.. haha head for work.. n work was not too tiring today.. ok a few caught my attention.. i jus cnt stop smiling u noe dear blog.. my gosh..i jus hope i wasnt blushing or wad during those times.. haha was having my break wen kerin called me.. n she n her bestfren accompanied me.. thx darling.. for once i wasnt bored.. hahaha bought sme stuff.. n back to work again.. did cashier closing tdae.. n normal closing.. aishah isnt scared anymre to handle money..=) im the youngest at my workplace.. so yea i definitely appreciate and look up to my seniors hu has taught me soo much.. work was definitely fun with them around.. let me c id i remember all of deir names.. dere's kak ainee..yanti..noraini..li chan..tina..elaine..ting ting..ailena..shuna..julia.. not forgetting my boss sawada-san =) if there's jus one wish.. wad will it b? *i haven thought of an answer yet..mayb smeday..i will* Tuesday, July 15, 2008
@ 10:17 PM
 i alwaes look forward to tuesdays cos its field practicum attachment.. i get to mit my little angels.. again they made my day.. 2 mre weeks of field pract n den no mre.. boohoo..i am oredie like so attached to dem.. dey practically made my life a mre meaningful one.. n yea im proud to sae dis.. i dun regret taking up early childhood.. even thought the assignments n projects r such torture.. jus having the chance to nurture n see the children learn n grow with you.. its worth all the sacrifices.. =) i jus love it wen dey call me.. "Teacher Aishah!" their questions are simple and innocent.. how good it will b if our lives r as simple as dat.. smetimes i do wish i cn b a kid all over again.. went back to zss to collect my cert n testimonial.. ok its like soo long oredie laa i graduate..now den take.. haha..i tot like im among the few hu have not take the cert.. suprisingly nope.. dere's still a lot mre students.. from far i saw mr sng.. haha..inside the blue room.. i miss those sec sch times.. it felt good to b back in the zss atmosphere once again.. sch ended wen i reach.. n it was only 12 plus.. cool laa..finish class so early.. went to fajar macdonalds..met mum n lil sis.. ate there...my treat.. visit hanis at bestie's home.. fell asleep.. was woken up by my lil sis and hanis.. my lil sis wif her loud voice.. hanis jus tap my feet and sae "kakak,bangun" cute laa.. both of dem play happily wif each other.. head home.. rest.. changed n get ready to go sch.. gt tarian.. tdae training was tough.. but its all in the mind.. so many twist n turns we hav to do.. in fact many stretches.. bending of bodies and pushing ourselves to the maximum.. tough but all we nid to do was to endure.. i learn alot from dancing.. from the moment i first start dancing.. i noe dat dancing is mre den jus moving around. mayb thru dis malay dance.. im able to learn and appreciate dance mre.. bus-ed home wif shahidah and ika.. tok tok tok..non-stop.. i had fun.. so much laughters in one day.. im one happy gurl tdae.. =D i love you i miss you i'll wait for u (ok i duno y i type-ed dat) im tired and nids to sleep.. gd nite everyone!!
Monday, July 14, 2008
@ 10:56 PM
i love bestie.. i duno wad i'll do without her.. so yea.. many tings have happen.. n well for one.. i dunwan to take part in any bitching war.. not worth my time anywae.. i hav no idea y the past kips haunting me.. the same ppl kips cming back into my life.. i simply dun like.. cnt i jus leave the past.. stop bothering me.. things hapen for a reason.. y dun i hav the right feelings? y do i feel uneasy? y do i feel dat sth is not right? work tdae was fun.. not dat tiring.. smiling helps me alot.. it perks me up.. n not only dat.. i get to make friendly conversations or jus get a friendly smile or nod from everyone.. so y frown wen u cn jus smile.. =) say sorry only wen ur sincere.. den only the other party cn reli sense n feel ur sincerity.. a lesson i once learnt.. n will forever remember.. i love you.. i reli do.. mit me.. cos i wan to see u.. wen will it be? Sunday, July 13, 2008
@ 9:46 PM
reminder: dis post is gonna b nasty i jus dun care at all.. fuck! i hate dem.. get out of my freaking life!! dun drag me into stuff.. wad hapens between u n hu ever.. i jus dun care.. i hav my own life to live.. fancy me accepting tings.. n guess wad.. im being mock-ed n stuff.. whatever.. it doesnt pays to b nice n undserstanding.. let me find a word to describe u.. lets c.. bitch? whore? slut? does it matter anywae?? im so pissed rite now.. ok..im mre calm rite now.. lets jus sae.. aishah nid to pour everyting out.. freedom of speech..my blog..my space.. dun like it.. close the window.. dun read laa.. smetimes being nice doesnt pay off.. oh did i see the word casanova plastered onto u? it fits u perfectly.. congrats *claps* im jus annoyed.. pardon me for my outburst dearest blog.. eye candy =) makes me smile.. my guardian angel.. alwaes watching over me.. there's ony one.. n no one cn replace him.. i wan to b close to u.. i wan to mit u.. wen will it b? giv me the strength to live my life to the fullest.. @ 6:26 PM
sunday.. work in the mrning.. laze ard in the late afternoon wif my family n my aunt's family.. now i jus woke up from nap.. n yea..i duno wad to do now.. my mission: get u out of my head how? jus simply dun tink bout u wen? every hr,every min, every sec why? u ruin my life far way too much.. psst..i cn ruin urs too.. but i chose not too.. i like eye-candy.. =) haha.. u noe i noe dear blog.. i remembered smeone saying dis to me.. "aishah.everyone oso u call dem ur darling/baby/sweetheart/sayang/guardian angel" haha.. i jus laugh it has became a habit i guess? my frens dun mind.. so y shud i care.. =) =) another day has passed.. n yea tmrrow will come.. im so not looking forward to end of dis mth.. cos it means studying n studying.. my exams r cming.. gah!! @ 12:37 AM
oh i forgot to add dis.. one: stop hoping two: dun expect three: never make a promise four: dun look foward five: dun tink six: never change,still the same seven: get out of my head i had enuf of all dis.. i never felt appreciated.. i never felt good around u.. dun pretend everyting is orite.. cos it isnt.. one sentence from me.. n well basically i cn ruin ur life.. (im harsh here.i noe) i found out too many tings.. i noe soo much.. time to reli reli let it go.. anyone?help me? im in need of help! oh oh.. i suddenly feel like singing dis song.. "exercise ur fingers..open close open close..fourth finger ring man..tap tap tap" hahahaha.. dere's alwaes a kid in me n im proud of it.. =) gd nite everyone!! Saturday, July 12, 2008
@ 11:58 PM
lets jus sae.. tdae was very confusing.. ok well.. yea my previous previous post had invited several conflicts.. lets put it dis way.. i was pissed at dat moment.. i wrote out of anger and disappointment.. come to tink of it.. wen i read dat post again.. it does remind me of soo many tings.. jus like those girls..(n i tink almost every other girl) i am still immature..(i do have my childish ways) stubborn.. trust me.. i was like dat a few years back.. now im better.. but hey i gt a long way to go.. i dun noe soo much.. n i hav to learn soo much mre..it never stops.. i saw dis cming.. i accept it.. n yea the next ting i do.. forget bout it n well move on.. time waits for no one.. i still hav a lfie to live.. my guardian angel.. =) i wan to mit him.. alwaes there wen i nid smeone.. alwaes there to look out for me.. (its not hu u tot it was ppl) (get it right first ok) thanks.. smehow without me realising.. so many ppl had read dis blog of mine.. suprising.. at the same time i felt insecured.. shud i continue blogging?? or shud i stop? lets jus sae.. depend on my mood ok.. work was ok tdae.. i enjoyed the company of my colleagues.. lots of flowers were sold.. did i tell u gerberas r soo pretty? hahaa isit me or wad? im alwaes drag into tings.. was i too soft-hearted? was i too friendly? being too nice is nt appropriate.. being nasty is a no no.. ok now how m i suppose to behave.. hahaha btw..i re-read my post dat time.. n i was like.. "was dat me??woah.." ok aishah.. time for reflection.. try not to b dat way again.. i sound a little too harsh.. dearest blog.. u noe sth.. aunt's cming to singapore in abt 2 weeks time.. yea yea yea.. im so happy..excited.. i wan wan to mit her.. i miss her miss her.. lesson of the day: clear all misunderstandings in a mre rational way.. (dis time round i hav to giv thumbs up to her and her) (i hope..one day i cn get to noe u guys better..) n n alwaes look cheerful and happy..wif a smile.. cos u never noe hu will walk past.. haha..ok aishah stop smiling to urself.. i love you Friday, July 11, 2008
@ 11:07 PM
i slept at 11 plus yest.. yay!! im happy cos hey!i cn sleep early again.. actually no laa..cos i was oredie tired.. too tired.. play assignment presentation was ok i had fun pretending to b little kids.. one assignment down.. many mre to go.. 11th july 2008 its KERIN'S birthday.. happy 17th bdae darling.. hope u like wad me n amalina gave you.. =) eat those brownies.. dis time round.. dun tink of ur dieting ok.. love love you.. tdae was the second day of performance for the xperience poly for sec sch kids.. it was great.. dance went smoothly even though there were slight glitches.. im proud of myself.. i didnt noe i cn dance malay dance..cos i never tried before.. so yea after tdae..im mre confident of myself.. thru dis dance performance.. it gave me the opportunity to bond wif my fellow dance mates.. i definitely noe dem better after dis performance.. thanks for all the tips, corrections, make up and wad else eh? thanks for everyting.. had drama after dance.. it was darn fun.. first time we the year 1s get to mitabg bijan.. so many exercises n stretches we did.. we spend 3 hrs tgether.. n guess wad..it doesnt feel like 3 hrs.. we were having too much fun dat we didnt realise dat it was 10pm oredie.. i learnt a lot from tdae.. both in dance and drama.. i never regretted joining dis cca.. now im all washed up and nice smelling.. my shoulders are aching.. n bad ting..tmrrow gt work.. gd ting..its in the afternoon shift so i get to wake up late.. n n dad's cming home tmrrow.. nice!! dere's smeone to fetch me from sch to home if i end late.. n well..haha.. mayb shopping? eating outside? haha..i miss him.. a full day of evenets.. i cnt jus stop smiling.. pics from xperience poly performance will b posted asap.. take care ppl Thursday, July 10, 2008
@ 8:32 PM
for the sake of my 3 juniors whom i love love.. i have decided to edit one of the post.. wads rong wif taking pictures? im crossed.. cos yet again im dragged into the picture.. one.. they r like my lil brothers.. i noe dem since dey came into sec sch.. im very very close wif dem.. one of dem is my student council junior.. the other one my lesbian partner.. the other one my junior.. how cn dey b hu dey r to me if dey arent close to me.. i respected their own relationships wif their gf.. i never came in between dem.. my bestie too.. we gave advices and lend our listening ear to dem.. we share laughters..tears.. n many mre.. so yea isit dat wrong to b seen wif dem?? to go out wif dem?? i dun like those girls.. immature..stubborn.. i cn jus hope that tings r gonna b orite between them n their gf/special fren.. i dunwan to see my boys getting hurt.. frustrated..stressed out.. cos they r TAKING THEIR OLEVELS DIS YEAR!! get this girls.. dun let dem lose focus.. u shud b supporting dem..spurring them on.. not complaining and making baseless accusations.. i noe those girls r jealous.. but their jealousy is too much.. i've been dere girls.. i noe how it feels like.. but ask urself tis.. dun u urself has many guy frens?? hav u ever thought bout how ur bf might b feeling? y until now they still dote n love you?? cos they TRUST u.. wen it comes to relationship matters.. i noe things cn b out of control.. i learnt soo much from my past relationships.. come to tink of it.. im not ready for dat kind of commitments.. currently im packed wif school, work and cca.. i want to spend time wif family.. spend time wif my frens.. spend time wif myself.. wif all dis.. a relationship? after wad i went thru.. im afraid.. im so looking forward to vacation now.. i reli reli nid a break.. too many tings on my mind now.. i hav one wish.. but i doubt it cn come true.. take care ppl.. =) Tuesday, July 08, 2008
@ 10:52 PM
its jus weird.. wishing me happy aniiversary.. u treat as if everyting is orite.. dat date.. haunts me..scares me.. brgs me happiness.. brgs me sadness.. remind me of alot of memories.. now all over again i remember everyting.. urgh! frustrating depressing n it affects my mood.. crap! shit! i hate dis feeling.. stop stop stop.. dun ruin me.. i dunwan.. y do i still hav the urge to mit him.. to tok to him.. to jus see him.. if u love someone let him go if he returns he's meant to b urs if nt,he never was (read dis smewer) true..so aishah..remember dis ok i realised dis tdae.. feedbacks given by others.. i cn accept it.. be it both positive or negative.. im able to accept n learn from my mistakes.. gd job aishah! =D (i nid to self-praise once in a while..haha) @ 12:17 AM
 besties for lifemy love i didnt noe how to face 070708 but i manage to face it with the company of 4 beautiful,hot,handsome and cute ppl dat i love.. farah zabib rusyad haron i cn never express my gratitude and love towards all of you tdae is a day not to forget we'll mit up very very soon again ok i miss u guys oredi to farah 13 yrs of friendship n still counting.. i love u darling.. so so much.. thanks for everyting words jus cnt express to zabib hey lesbian partner thanks for everyting great listening ear great hugs great company i hav a great shoulder to lean on wad mre cn i ask for? n ohya great body too haha! to rusyad so long since i saw u n finally dapat jumpe dun stress stress prelim cming study hard ok smile always ur stories made me smile and laugh so cute wen u courted ur gf romantic like hell =D to haron my joker extremely good vocabulary great sense of humour definitely romantic (psst..mre romantic den rusyad..haha) good fren ur massage skills nid to improve ok.. hahaha 2 yrs ago.. an experience i cn never forget..declaration moments 1 yr ago.. i witness my cuz tie the knot and those happy moments today.. i hav the company of 4 great frens..n just memories.. plain memories.. i tried so hard to avoid.. it jus comes back to me.. i hope.. one day.. i will get over dis.. i noe i can.. didnt go for dance tdae.. my bad.. i promised my 4 lovelies.. i cnt back out last min.. n i do nid time out from my busy schedule on top of dat i noe i nid a break tday.. sorry dance.. i had to pause for a moment.. dun worry i'll b fully recharged for tmrrow practices onwards.. go for it aishah!! aza aza fighting! dats all for now.. gd nite ppl.. or shud i sae..gd mrning.. hahaha love, aishah Sunday, July 06, 2008
@ 9:13 PM
spare me the agony.. im tired.. upset.. ony god noes how im feeling rite now.. work was alrite.. some problems at work just now.. manage to solve it.. i wrapped up so many bouquets of flowers tdae.. nt to mention wrapping loose stalks of roses n gerberas.. tomorrows school.. so yea.. i duno wad else to sae.. my posts r reli shot these days.. like i said.. i jus cnt b bothered.. i duno wad i wan anymre.. im jus nt looking forward to tomorrow.. Saturday, July 05, 2008
@ 10:56 PM
work dance body's aching bloodshot eyes i jus cnt bbothered wif stuff tc ppl!! =) Friday, July 04, 2008
@ 11:01 PM
2 words.. WHAT IF.. nth to sae.. mind blank Thursday, July 03, 2008
@ 11:25 PM
 HAPPY 17th bdae my dear gurl.. i love you loads.. wen the clock strikes 12 am.. it was my dearest bestie bdae.. =) ard 11 plus.. went to mit fara's sis n her frens at mcdonalds.. tgether wif my mum n my lil sis..(that little girl still haven sleep yet..so noisy sme mre) waited for fara's sis frens.. n we proceed to my bestie home.. she was in her room so she doesnt noe we r there.. tgether wif her family n those mentioned above.. we knocked on her bedroom door n sang her a bdae song.. she was so suprised.. i wished her happy burfdae n well yea..hug kiss.. gav her wad i bought for her.. so there i was.. early early mrning..or shud i sae nite? eating cake n food.. chatted n laughed.. we were having so much fun before we realise its oredie 1 plus in the mrning.. so head home.. n slept.. woke up again.. n head to sch.. met my classmates n yea.. how much i miss dem.. head for work.. was pretty tired.. my boss so cute laa.. she ask me.. "u ok? u tired? u wan to rest?" she's darn nice.. n she speaking japanese.. woah...darn cool.. so fluent.. n it jus sounds nice.. now im back at home.. oh oh.. at taka now having food fest... delicious food being sold.. its like being in a food paradise.. i hav to stop tinking bout food.. aishah ur gaining weight oredie.. hahaha.. gd nite ppl.. =) |
