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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 12:15 AM



















that was dinner date wif my hunny bunnies
n pics of my beloved class
1A02!!
ur missed by me me me!
=)
thx for maing my poly experience not mundane and uninteresting..
u rock my socks ppl!
hehe
ok i nid to slp..
hav a great new year's eve ppl!

Tuesday, December 30, 2008 @ 12:43 AM






















































ok let the pics do the talking..
i had so much fun at Potluck session at ECP tdae..
=)
lala,ekyn,nisa,wanny n dian
u girls r missed by me,fee n zizi!
i ony gt these pics for nw..
all from urs truly cammie n fir..
once i get hold of other pictures.
mayb i'll edit..
or wait..
mayb not..
=D
im tired! nites everyone!

Sunday, December 28, 2008 @ 11:15 PM

after a good night rest..
i felt so much better..
bye bye flu..n hello body aches..
dis alwaes happen wen i jus recover..
dragged myself to work..
feeling so so tired n sleepy..
i still feel sick..
fall asleep during bus ride n i nearly miss my stop..
work was boring..
dere's nth to do..
but the company mde it less boring..
=)
home at 9.30pm..
an hr earlier from the suppose knock-off time..

the world is a scary place..
im in search for answers all the time..

a whole new week awaits me..
let me welcome dis week on a bright note..
MONDAY is gonna be better then sunday..
teehee..

xoxo
aishah

Saturday, December 27, 2008 @ 10:05 PM

Thx Dad n Mum for the pink camera..my new crocs..n a tshirt..=)
i love you guys..
today i didnt went to work cos was having a very bad flu
despite that i went out wif the family since it has been a long time since we go out..
head down to vivo city n dat's wen all the shopping starts..
had dinner over at al-azhar n home sweet home..
im jus nt in my very best mood..
cos my throat feels hot..
my nose feel irritated..
i keep sneezing..
n my eyes keep tearing..
gah!
i hope tmrrow i'll b better cos i hav work tmrrow..
hav an early nite ppl..

=)

@ 12:09 AM

im HOOKED!

to David Archuleta's songs..
CRUSH n A Little Too Not Over You n You Can..
his album is nice nice nice..
he's the only american idol contestant dat i supported n listen to his songs..
haha..
n now i feel like getting his album!

Baby when you look at me,
tell me what do you see
Are these the eyes of some one new?
Cause everything that brought me here
Well now it all seems so clear
Baby you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love,
You can,

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
.Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

so here i am..
after a long day..
out wif my hunny bunnies!
dinner at fish n co was AWESOME! (kerin love to sae dis! teehee!)
saw samuel! he was working there..
haha
ate n talk like dere's no tmrrow..
kerin gave us christmas pressies!
thx thx!
humairah gave us a bracelet each from vietnam n a magnet..
thx thx..we all love it dun we girls??
i was happy to see all of dem..
its been a while since we sit down n jus have dinner..
=)
camwhore session is a must..
chilled at starbucks..
assignments r driving us nuts..
5 for me n kerin..6 for the rest..crazy or wad..
thx for a great night out girls..
jamie n farhana!
u girls r missed!
=D

n to my stupid man..
u still owe me treat ok!
hahaha
i haven heard from u for a while..
updates pls..
hahaha..
n thanks laa..
the convo we had on msn is bout shopping..
wth..
i wanna noe bout u..
how's ur boring life?
n ur gf?
hahahaha!
kidding laa..
so tell me ok..
n mit up wif me soon pretty pls!
=)

i cnt wait to meet up wif my happy pills on monday..
hopefully i get to see all of dem..
Lala,Zizi, Nisa, Ekyn, Fee, Dian and Wanny
u guys r missed!!!!!!!
not to forget my drama peeps n dancers..
i miss u guys too!!

dearest girlfs..
i miss u guys hell loads..
shout out to JUNNIE,JAC,WEIYING,FILZ N WEILENG..
dearest darlings of mine..
take good care of urselves ok..
i duno wen i'll b seeing u guys again..
u noe dat if u need me or the rest..we'll b there..
lotsa love from me..
if i cn jus run to all of u now n giv each of u a great big hug..
=D

n FARA!!
i love u darling..
u noe rite?
i'll alwaes be there for u no matter wad hapens..
i do wish smetimes i cn live wif u under the same roof..
cos if i feel liek crying i cn jus run to u..
no1 understands me like u do darling..
i noe it hurts syg..
but pls b strong ok..
n wif haz n me ard..
u dun hav to worry about a single ting..
i'll try my very best to make u realise ur dreams ok baby..
i love you..

n to all my frens out there..
im here if u need a listening ear..
pls do take care of urselves..
catch-up sessions is a must ok..
=D
u guys r simply not forgotten..

n to that someone special..
thank you so much..
i love you..
sme tings r better left said in private n kept in my heart n mind..
=)

xoxo
from urs truly
hav a great weekend everyone!

Thursday, December 25, 2008 @ 8:40 PM

dear diary..

isit ok for me to b at a loss at times?
wad is the truth?
am i afraid?
afraid that the whole world will jus crumble n fall into pieces?

smetimes i jus kip quiet..
pretending that everything is alright..
pretending that wadeva was said doesnt hurt me one bit..
the responsibilities i hav now..
isit too much for me to handle?
all i cn do is to jus hope..
hope that everything in my life will fall into place..
n that this world will be a place i dun dread living in..
cos smetimes i do feel like dis world is jus too much to handle..
n i felt like giving up..
to the extent of me having the thought that lead to me asking myself..
will the world b a better place without me ard?

i noe i shudnt hav these thoughts..
but i jus cnt help it..

17 years of my life has passed..
from a little girl to a teenager right now..
i hav grown..
im thankful im still breathing till today..

had a sleepless nite last nite..
toss and turn n still cnt go to bed..
a day at work has been tiring..
time spent wif the family was great..
n i miss you..
so much..

does running away solve aniting?
does self-denial prove aniting?
does being mean helps a person feel better?
i jus dun understand..
n all these actions do hurt a person's feelings..

so many tings on my mind..

assure me everything will b alrite..
cos smetimes i do feel like im on the verge of jus giving up..

ok im not emo-ing..
its jus sth i've been thinking about..
n i nid a space wer i cn jus pour it all out..

so till next time
bye diary
xoxo

Wednesday, December 24, 2008 @ 10:34 PM

7 more days to 2009
i duno y..
but im quite excited to welcome the new year..
=)
work as per normal..
so many tings to do..
cos hey ppl..
its christmas eve..
customers were ok..more then de usual..
i laughed like crazy while at work..
jokes were shared..
teasing each other..
saying merry christmas to almost every of our customer..
haha
joyous occasion..
christmas songs playing non-stop..
an experience i'll never forget..
the clcok strucks 5pm..
n its time for me to sae bye bye
didnt get to mit up wif my sec sch peeps..
esp ahmad..was suppose to mit him..
but due to work..its orite..
anther time..
shout out to ahmad: MEET ME ASAP OK!
so called up dearest bestie..
she sound horrible..
so i drop by her house..
we ended up going out for dinner n jus walking ard at lot1..
had pasta..
yummy..
tok n tok n tok..
n we didnt realise dat it was already 9 plus..
most of the shops all starting to close..
haha!
how time flies wen im wif her..
catch up wif her..
so much tings to tok about..
we'll mit soon ok gurl..
love u!
n here i am wif my lappy..
daily routine of mine
=)
here's wishing everyone out there a very MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
n to those who don't celerate christmas..hav a good day resting..
=D
lotsa love from urs truly!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 10:20 PM

wen dis little mind of mine seems to wander off..
many thoughts like flashes of lightnings zoom in and out of my mind..
reminding me of almost everyting dat has happen in my life..
n some kept me wondering wad will happen in the future?

im not gonna be THAT gurl last time..
people change..
n i noe i hav changed..
to be hu i was back den..not an option for me..
to be hu i am todae is wad i alwaes wan to b..
to be hu i am in the future is a dream i have yet to achieve..

i need strength to face the world..
every day i pray dat everyting in my life will go well for me..
obstacles serve as a test for me..
i hav to b very patient..
reality isnt like any fairytale..
but dere r moments of it dat seems jus like wad u see in fairytales..
at least u get to feel like ur on the top of the world or ur blessed or ur in love but with a twist..
interesting and captivating..
a once in a lifetime experience..
worth the sacrifices made..
worth the tears shed..
worth the smiles n hugs shared..

believe in yourself..
a phrase so simple but hard to follow..

n i hav great frens n family all around me..
im sorry if i weren't there for u or wasn't able to fulfil my duty as a good daughter..
i hav tried my very best..
but im nt gona stop there..
i'll kip improving myself..
to b a better person is what im yearning for..

life for me at this time at this moment..
has never been better..
alhamdulillah..
=D

so dere u go..
a meaningful post to end the year on a bright note.

we cn jus tok n tok till daybreak n we still hav so much mre to tok about..
we cn jus sit n laugh/talk for hours before we realise dat we're late..
we cn jus look at each other without a word..
we cn jus steal glances n smiles without having to sae aniting..
we never got tired telling each other how much __________.
n every moment dat was spend wif you..nothing cn win me over..
how much u hav made a difference in my life..
how much u mean to me..

we cn jus tok n tok till we fall asleep..
we cn jus scold,cry, kiss, hug each other wen we feel like it or wen we feel smeone is in the rong..
we cn jus tok bout aniting under the sky..
we cn jus share everyting wif each other..
we cn comfort each other..
we cn jus spend time tgether sitting at home with our tv marathons..
we cn gorge ourselves silly on junk food but all was worth the money spent..
how much i needed u in my life to complete this crazy life of mine..
how much it's gonna hurt without u in my life..

i LOVE dem
n im proud to sae dat
cos i noe dey deserve all dis
happy moments shud b shared..

n dearest diary..
ur the one i look for wen i needed space to jus release everyting..
thx for being my true companion..
=D

@ 8:25 PM

Dear diary..

its the 23rd Dec already..
7 mre days to 2009..
how time flies..
not gonna hav resolutions or whatsoever dis year..
i jus hope n pray for the best..
cos i hav to live each day to the fullest..
=)

my tummy hasnt been good to me tdae..
nvm aishah..jus endure ok the pain..
=D

work has been ever so busy..
but its ok..
i had so much fun working..
wif the crazy bunch of colleagues n a funny boss..
tings at the shop r not so serious..
10 ppl working at one time..
dats a lot..
but fun fun fun!
haha..

ok im having my norms of complaining bout hu i miss again..
i miss BESTIE!! been a few weeks since i last saw her..=(
i miss gfs!! dat short meet-up wasnt enuf..
i miss my happy pills!! wen wen wen r we gonna mit again..slumber party??
i miss my hunny bunnies! nvm dinner dis friday! i cnt wait! =)
i miss my cuzzies!! mre outings ok..31st??
i miss my sec sch peeps!! eh! tmrrow im miting dem dem dem!
n i miss my bf..wen will i c u again?=(

ok dats all for now..
lotsa love from me..
=D

Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 9:39 PM

annisa.kak tini.kak nora.aishah
qasrina.adlina.irfan

we're wearing pink on that day!


my little angel/devil

dream big aishah.it'll b long before u cn actually drive!
haha












all the above pics r all taken when i was tired n bored!
haha

the kids!
n dats me!

Ok i noe im too big for dat already!
haha
i wanna be a kid again!

crazy girl.wafa

see.she doesnt wan to take pic properly!

2 toddlers n the most irritating bro!
haha kidding!


n when the aunts come tgether!
mahmood family!
n she's my first tuition kid.
haha

so ok i haven been ard..
thursday i was working..
ended late..
cab-ed to ECP to mit girlfs!
like finally i get to meet them..
how much i miss dem dem dem!
oh man! i didnt hav time to shout out to everyone
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY to WEILENG!!
may all ur wishes come true darling..
i love u alwaes!
june,jac,weiying n weileng was dere
filz was down wif fever..
take care ok darling..
we'll mit up soon orite!
for the first time in my life,i look up to the sky
n i saw many many stars..
all of us were so amazed..
we ate,chat..
jus like old times..
i miss those times..
dad pick me up ard 12 plus in the mrning n i head over to tampines..
met up wif my parents frens n met my cuz..
like after so long den i get to see him..
we had our usuals..hugs n kisses..
i wanted to see my nephew but he was asleep..
my parents brought me to eat..
by den it was 1am plus in the mrning..
i reached home at 2 plus n went to bed at 3am..
dat was just part of my busy busy weekend..
cos on the friday..
i had to accompany my bro to my sec sch for his orientation..
god! i cnt believe he's in my sch..
haha
ok so i met up wif a few teachers..
was reli happy to see dem..
head home changed n head over to tampines for preparation for my cuzzie wedding..
i had family bonding time..
it was so much fun..
n on sat..
its the wedding itself..
i stayed till 3pm n head home to change n get ready to watch a play..
i had fun n it was nice watching the play..
Hairil was inside..i was suprised n was impressed by his acting skills..
BISIKAN NADIM..
worth the money spent..
i hav alwaes loved plays,shows and concerts..
=)
met up wif a fren of his..
after dat head home..
came sunday...
work night shift..
parents pick me up n ate supper..
mon wic is tdae..
i had work in the mrning..
met up wif family after work n did some shopping..
=)
my legs r all sore n tired from non-stop action in my life..
so busy so busy..
straight till thrs im working..
thk god its the middle shifts n mrning shift..
wed meeting up wif my sec sch peeps..
i miss him..


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