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| Sunday, April 23, 2006
@ 7:31 PM
hmm...so lately been having a lot of downs den ups... jus lyk tdae...my bill came n it kinda go overboard... but i jus dun understand y it turned out dat way... i did nt use dat much... well now gotta find a way to pay it... wad my mum sae hurts me... y cant she understand me?? she alwaes compare me wif other ppl... hu am i to u... wen i wan do my work u sae dis n dat... pls...give me space... my exams are cming for god sake... i nd to study... dun shatter my dreams... pls i beg u... i noe u luv me but pls approach me in a kinder way... nowadaes every word u sae hurts me... it pierce through my heart so deeply that nth could heal it... a mother toking to her own daughter dat way... if u could relate to other ppl daughter's y not me??? well im tired of toking n tinking bout dis... noone understands how i feel... ppl ard me?? toks bad bout smeone hu is close to me... it hurts me to jus hear u make accusations indirectly... is my choice very wrong?? does everything i do seems the wrong way??? y cant i make tings rite?? im exhausted...tired... its my choice n its my life... i dun wan wad u sae affects my feelings towards smeone... i noe ur gd intentions but pls... i made the choice... respect it... jus tinking bout it makes me cry... oh god pls help me... dats all for now... i wan to stop these tears frm streaming down my cheeks... till next time... luv aishah... still n will <3> |