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| Thursday, July 05, 2007
@ 11:37 PM
wad a dae.. jus came back from adam road.. eating out again.. im gonna be fat soon..so mus burn all the fats n start working out.. as i reflect back on my life.. i cnt stop asking..y cnt my life be dis way n nt dat? my life is in a mess..but dere's no way i could turn back time.. i realised there's so many changes dat im not happy with but with these changes life is much better..as i look back esp during those days wen im in primary school..it was much simple back den..girls getting bullied,teachers standing up for us,time for games,festive occasions..but now..such a hectic lifestyle..im going nuts with all the pressure n stress..if right now im feeling miserable..wad bout the future??more worse?i'll jus wait for that time to come n not ponder bout it.. i do hav many great frens..deep inside,i noe dat everyone care for each other..but most of the time we do not know how to express it..n wen we do..ppl will tink its wrong and end up being misled..friendships shared between me n any of my frens,i will always treasure.. wad would it be like if my life were to b the opposite of wad is now? still tinking n i've yet found the answer.. he kept saying to me...y r u so soft-hearted?other people hurt u..u jus keep quiet n take the blame for it?be it between us or family or sometimes even frens.. truth is..i cn never hate someone even if i want to..mayb its cos i love looking at tings in a positive side n i nvr believe dat revenge is de best way to solve a problem..i rather make new frens den new enemies..but dis still doesnt stop ppl frm disliking me.. everyone will definitely feel dis way..jus to share though..wenever i feel dis way,i'll try to look at all these ppl strengths rather den weaknesses to prevent me frm contradicting ppl. LIFE IS NEVER FAIR.. i definitely will remember dis.. i reli miss my pri sch frens n teachers..cos life was much simpler back den n dere were not much conflicts..but nevertheless...secondary life is the best life for me rite now..many lessons learnt.. o7o7o7..perfect date..for u n i..=) lots of love... aishah |