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Friday, September 14, 2007 @ 3:12 PM

its the 14th of september..
jus took my malay paper..
well overall okay but i screw up the making sentences section..=(
it was tiring though esp wen its paper 2..finish in one hour n hav half an hour more to burn..gah!!damn boring..
reach home n now slacking like mad..
still having bio paper 1 n mon..but im doing nth..lalala
wait i study lah..
wanna take a break..

prom nite!!dis year is at Quality Hotel..$50..
mus go!go!go!
=)

as i sit n let y mind wander..
i start to realise dat i lost touch wif most of my frens..
i miss dem loads..
as in reli reli miss dem..
so after olevels there's gonna be a lot alot of catching up..
to tink dat once i had everyting dat everyone could hav possibly wan..but within a few months..it seems like everything's gone..
my life has been a rollercoaster ride these past month..
things hav seem to change for the better..
but there's jus some tings that i cnt let go of..
im faking it..but wad cn i do??
smetimes the best ting to do is let ur true feelings stay inside..
its better den telling someone..
everyone's different..u n i hav our fair share of problems..
oni we ourself cn understand wads going on n how we reli feel..
so the best ting to do for now...let myself heal wif time n learn to love myself once again..

sometimes i wan to jus walk up to u n tell u how i feel..
but.......(shall keep quiet)
i wonder how long am i gonna kip deceiving myself..

now dat prelims r over(nearly ,1 paper to go)
its time for me to reli tink it over n do wads best for me..
top priority..olevels..
a month plus n the big exams will start..
gah!!its soo fast..
i will not waste my 10 yrs of studying..
i must never flunk in any of the papers..
get straight As..

i cnt help feeling down till right now..
haix..

but nevertheless there's one guardian star always looking out for me..
i met her jus a mth ago n i love her alot..
she brightens up my day wif her laughter n smiles..
talking to her is like talking to my twin..in a fun n crazy way..
we jus clicked! =)
i'll alwaes be behind her cheering her on n wishing her all the best in everyting she do..
she has been doing that for me wen im at my worst..thx darling..
hu would hav thought we end up tgether being frens??
we gt to thank dat someone yea??(winks)lalala
jus like how u look out for me..trust me i'll do the same to u too..
i love u..i reli do..=) =)

plans for tmrrow..going to my grandma's house..yayness!!
get to mit my cuzins n hav loads of fun,gossips n many many more..
these family functions mean a lot to me..
it strengthens thebond between me n my family members..
i love dem loads..esp my own family..=)

being in the same school as ur little cuzin is kinda weird..
wen we mit,smile smile..haha
but still i love her lah..

n ashout out from me to my frens..
i love u guys!!thx for being my frens n always filling my days wif joy,laughter n madness!!

everyone all the best ok!!
its the last leg of the race..
work hard n reach ur goals!!
need me im alwaes here..
ever ready to lend u my shoulder..my ears..my mouth??hahaif u nid a kiss from me..(but oni for girls)..my hugs..=)

signing off..
aishah
live ur life to the fullest..=)=)
3 cheers!!