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Saturday, April 12, 2008 @ 10:21 PM

been tinking..
wads life if i kip pondering on those negative thoughts n let dem bother me..
life is about me..
went out for a swim wif family at cck swimming complex..
came back..took a nap..
den went out again wif bestie to bpp to go library n borrow books..
den went to eat for a while..
we tok bout stuff..
im jus glad that i gt sth to do before i let my mind think of things wic r unnecessary for me..
as we were walking home..
i told her dis..
"i realise wen im wif him,i cnt speak freely..i hav to b conservative n choose my words properly..dats nt right for a relationship..y didnt it end earlier.."
i tot to myself..
y mus i let the relationship became serious..
blames on me..
its ok lah..
i learn things out of tis..

i still feel jealous..hurt..sad..
but well it takes time i guess..
but im getting better at devoting my time to myself..
discover hu i reli am..

well..well..im outta words..
gtg..
shall update soon..
monday sch starts..
omg! kids..
ah!!i love dem..
=)