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Thursday, April 03, 2008 @ 2:28 AM

i jus came back from dpa bbq..
had a nice time there..

now its 2 plus in the mrning n im still nt sleeping..
i jus feel like crying..
y mus u leave me jus like dat..
i simply cnt get u out of my head..darn..
jus spoke to u on the hp..y mus i alwaes giv in..
im stupid aren't i..
just wen i tot im gona forget bout u..
u re-appeared in my life again..
how long will dis continue..
i still kip hoping dat u'll return to me one day..
(AISHAH!! STOP HOPING!!)
=( =(
every night i'll cry..
y isit so hard?
the real reason y i cnt forget u is very obvious..
but..i MUST move on..
im just waiting for the day..

ur words keep coming back into my head..
the last time wen i dunwan to get back tgether..
u assured me..u'll protect me..
where has it all gone to?
im feeling very miserable inside..
oh pls..let dis end soon..
i cnt reli take it anymre..
i dunwan to break down again..
cos if dat hapens..i'
ll do foolish stuff..
i'll regret everyting by then..

the memories u left me..
everywer i go..im reminded of u..
we will b in the same school..
for anther 3 years..
wad would i sae wen i mit u?
wad would i do wen i mit u?
wad would i react wen i cu?
im so worried..
i dunwan to avoid u..
but is that the best way now??

im darn confused rite now..
i wan u badly but i noe i cnt hav u..
hearing ur voice has eased the pain a bit..but it makes me miss u mre..
i jus hope for the best..

dats all..
nite..