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| Saturday, April 26, 2008
@ 10:34 PM
a whole day full of drama n sadness.. went picnic wif lesbian partners at botanic gardens.. as i enter the garden.. i start to broke into cold sweat.. was shivering.. my vision blurred.. cramps excruciating painful.. hearing tuned down.. face turn pale.. wanted to faint.. but thankfully gt my bestie n fav lesbian partner.. dey took my bag hold my hand n brg me to sit.. make me eat n drink.. n im starting to feel orite.. laid a mat under this tree.. i lay down.. had lots of fun toking.. painting nails.. playing uno.. removing nailpolish.. pampering the fav lesbian partner.. the view at nite was spectacular.. stars everywer.. in a big area full of greenery.. share stuff..cried.. n i felt so much better.. it feels like a burden being lifted from my shoulder.. im so thankful i hav dem.. went home after dat.. a full day of events.. i wan to relax again.. should make it a point to do dis.. get fresh air every week.. good for the body n mind.. i told wad i've been keeping for so long.. i feel so much better.. but y isit a part of me is still longing for u.. "i open my eyes on the hospital bed to see him with a teddy bear n smiling" it was comforting.. those were my happiest moments.. |