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Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 11:30 PM

a boring weekend indeed...
no plans..
stuck at home..

i seem to b a strong girl now..
but im more vulnerable now den before..
i hope the strength within me is able to withstand wad im gonna face from now on..
im deceiving myself..
but i guess dats the best ting to do now..

is avoiding everyone the solution to ur problems..
im being selfish here..
u cn avoid everyone..but y r u avoiding me??
i want to confront n slap u in the face..
but wen i see u,i hear u..
every single drop of hate,revenge disappears..

adults alwaes sae relationships at my age is jus infatuation..
but y is infatuation making me feel so terrible?
y is infatuation hurting me so much dat i felt as though my heart has been ripped apart?
i wanna stay away from all these negative emotions..
wen will it b?the time wer i cn b the bubbly n cheerful me again..
filled wif happiness n no mre sadness..

my blog so emo lah..
but i cnt help it..
i feel better only after blogging..

i hope things will change..
=)
loves