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Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 11:42 PM

i may hav cool-ed down a bit..
but im still very very pissed wif tings at home..
urgh! urgh! urgh!
its tearing me apart..
n i am seriously on the verge of giving up and not caring bout wad happens at home anymre..
wadeva lah..i dun wish to tok bout it..

reality=a place wer u wun wana b in..
i dicovered so much about adult life..
n it feared me soo much..
betrayal..divorce..affairs..having other wives out there..
bad mouthing..backstabbing..
its so much far worse out there..
i feel sad but at the same time angry..
im nt contradicting men here..
but so far i heard so many stories bout men..
cheating on each other..
if at dis present moment there oredie is dis kind of ppl out there..
wad bout the future??
now im afraid..
insyaallah..allah will protect me..

visited my cuzzie in hospital..
with the hot weather now..
pls ppl..remember to eat n drink a lot of water..
keep urself hydrated..
=D

for the first time in soo long i watch the news today..
so saddening..
earthquakes..cyclones..
natural disasters cant b avoided..
but its taking so many lives..
=(
i hope to do mre den donating..
but given my age n status..
i dun tink i am able to render my service to those victims out there..
its orite..
i'll jus pray for everyone's safety..

i guess dats all on my mind..
cramps come and go..
shit! its killing me..

mood swings..outburst of temper..annoyed..
oh man..
i feel lousy..