i nid a break..
i cnt control my emotions anymre..
i jus dun feel rite..
been a mth plus..
i am aware and i noe bout eveyting..
but y oh y do i feel so sad??
depressed?
emotional??
i'll alwaes find myself staring into air wif tears brimming on my eyes..
i dun feel sorry for myself..
i jus..
i jus..
haix..
i duno wad to sae..
brg me to a place wer i cn shut myself from reality..
im simply breaking down..
wen i nid u..ur almost here..
wen i wan u..ur ony almost here..
im so close to tears..
cos i ony noe ur ony almost here..
never by my side..
=(
ppl kip telling me..
mayb jus mayb..
i hav to start loving someone..
but..
i dun feel right..
i fear rejection..
so much..
=(
im so afraid of being left alone..
since wen has aishah became like dis.
i duno..
