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Monday, June 23, 2008 @ 12:29 AM

u came n i appreciated dat..
thanks for everyting..
the bottle n the food..
=)

i dunwan to b back wif u again..
i jus nid to see u..
hug me..
hold me for one last time..
i'll sae my piece..
n the end..

im afraid..
but i hav to get dis over n done wif soon..
i cnt take it anymre..
its hurting me alot alot alot..
i feel so so so terrible..

work was crazy jus now..
so busy..
as i listen to the songs played by taka..
haha..(their songs cn b wacky smetimes=p)
i recalled those moments..
haix..
im afraid of dat day..
its cming..
getting nearer n nearer..
i duno if i cn hold on..
i dunwan to jus break down dat day..

dad is overseas..
n i didnt get to sae my goodbye to him..
=(
may u b safe ayah..
i'll wait for ur return..
(everytime my dad goes away..i'll cry..padehal pasal he hav work overseas)
im a crybaby..i noe..
haha

knowing from other ppl bout wad u do..
dissapoints me alot..
y hav u change?
y r u so bad?
y hav u become worse?
u seem so desperate for love..
i pity u..
at the same time i cnt stop loving u..

i noe ur using me again dis time round..
y m i still so stubborn..
smetimes i do hate myself..
i reli do..
haix..

bye ppl..
tc!