Tuesday, July 08, 2008
@ 10:52 PM
its jus weird..wishing me happy aniiversary..u treat as if everyting is orite..dat date..haunts me..scares me..brgs me happiness..brgs me sadness..remind me of alot of memories..now all over againi remember everyting..urgh!frustrating depressingn it affects my mood..crap! shit!i hate dis feeling..stop stop stop..dun ruin me..i dunwan..y do i still hav the urge to mit him..to tok to him..to jus see him..if u love someonelet him goif he returnshe's meant to b ursif nt,he never was(read dis smewer)true..so aishah..remember dis oki realised dis tdae..feedbacks given by others..i cn accept it..be it both positive or negative..im able to accept n learn from my mistakes..gd job aishah!=D(i nid to self-praise once in a while..haha)
