Photobucket

Saturday, August 02, 2008 @ 8:53 PM

my left eye is seriously bugging me..
its swollen till i duno how laa..
its painful even wen i blink..
i cnt take the pain..
but well the thought of going to the doctor..
i jus brushed it aside..
due to many many reasons..

work tdae was orite laa..
im glad i get to meet my family members tdae..
my aunts,cuzzies..
i love dem as much as i love my family..

i look around n i see the whole world moving..
but im still at the same spot..
=(
this big change in my life is so hard to accept..
but i noe i will..
smeday..

im not getting any better..
im nt getting any healthier..
aishah..do sth bout dis..

so again..
another day has passed..
im thankful im able to wake up to another day tdae..
cos u never noe wen u will leave this world..

bye dearest blog..
i had enuf of typing for now..
looking at the screen makes my head spin soo much..
its painful n yet im withstanding it..
i noe im stubborn,..
dunwan to rest..
but i do hav my reasons..

email reply from someone has made my day..
we will meet up soon..
i miss those hugs..those lame jokes..those laughters..those picture sessions..
we jwere us looking up to the sky..
enjoying the night life..
wonderful..
i wan all dat again!

i was scared stiff speaking and crying on stage..
after dat, u hug me, kiss me on the forehead, and say u were proud of me..

u held my hands..look into my eyes..
n say i'll take care of you..i promise..
i love you..