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Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 11:08 PM

HAPPY 14th Bdae my dear cuz..22.9.08
HAppy Bdae Abg A'an

Trying to create the word LOVE we try again
never giv up
the next ting we noe..eh no mre oredie ah the bunga api

threesome wif bibik
 wif 2 bibiks n sarah!
my dear gurl..i wan u to make me caramel frappe!
geram! darn cute.. Noreen Iman
the guy hu controlled his tears..aww


usuals
i duno how its like without dem
cuzzie love!
aishah.shawifi.fazira
the ladies =)




so that was my sat..
send off aunt n uncle to umrah..
went over to anther aunt house to break fast..
played bunga api together..
bought cake n lots of food stuff from the bazaar geylang..
dis is the advantage of staying at haig road..
near the malay village..=D
sum it up..
dat day was an emotional n fun one..
family bonding..
love love dem..
this family of mine wun b fun without the kecohness of everyone..
looking forward to first of syawal..
hari raya!
=D
sorry hasnt been updating..
been busy..
my friday was IFTAR at sch..
shall update bout dat soon..
i enjoyed myself very very much..
sat at airport n aunt house..
sun..
woke up bright n early n went work from aunt house
reach n guess wad i saw bright n early in the mrning..
a dead rat in one of the water containers..
scare the hell out of me..
i hate rats!!
its darn freaky disgusting
at 3pm i went home..
watch smiling pasta the last few episodes..help mum abit..
den my cuzzies came..
my grandma was at my house too..
break fast tgether n den we watch dis scary daring game..
wer contestantas r placed in the jungle in spore..
n den dere's a ritual calling the ghosts..
to win..dey hav to stay till 5am.
all lost..
cos they saw things..
as viewers we saw some clearly..some not clear..
darn scary..
n my day ended jus like dat..
family gatherings for straight 2 days..
woah..i love it..
n today monday was spent at work..
had lots of fun..
i panic abit..
i tink im too tired..
dats y i get mixed up easily..
so my tuesday will be 11am at clubhouse to hav debrief session cum cleaning
6pm dance training(i cnt miss dis, if nt cikgu gonna scold me)
so sorry i cnt go for sri nadi/cendi iftar..i wanna meet dem..
but due to my commitments..
i cnt..
i dunwan to dissapoint my trainer..
bad enuf oredie i didnt went for the past 2 weeks of training..
sorry my sri nadi peeps..
i miss u guys alot..=(
shall mit up soon mayb??
so wed will b work again
thursday work again again
friday will b meet up wif my 1A02 girls..
i miss dem terribly..
seriously im missing alot of ppl rite now..
gah!!
sat will b work n mayb meet up wif bestie?
sun will b work n family time..
next mon will be work again..
den tue off n preparation as its the eve of hari raya..
n wed is the first day of hari raya..
how fast
excited cos to mit my cuzzies..
but smehow..as years goes by..this joyous occasion doesnt feel dat joyous anymre..
i duno y..i jus feel dat way..
n dis yr is gonna b different..
i duno how im gonna face dis yr..
it jus doesnt feel right..
haix..
i duno wads in my mind..
i noe im nt facing my feelings bravely..
i noe im running awy from my feelings..
its ok laa..
endure aishah..
im jus tired from everyting..
take me away dearest blog..
to a faraway island..
y do u hav to go away?
its selfish for me to ask u never to leave me..
but well..life is never fair..
accept it..face reality..
ur gone..
im confused..
shud i? shud i not?
i dunwan to get hurt anymre..
i dunwan it to b jus a one sided kinda thing..
suddenly it doesnt seem right..
haix..
will i b facing dissapointment all over again??
get mentally prepared..
cos life is one hell of a rollercoaster ride..