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| Saturday, October 18, 2008
@ 8:14 PM
just 5 words.. who am i to you? the feeling of being left behind after everyting.. the feeling of miting again n suddenly all feels right.. the feeling of being left alone again.. it jus repeats like a crazy cycle.. n im caught in it over n over again.. not knowing wic step to take.. i noe its nt right.. but feelings delude myself into tinking dat its ok.. i tried so hard to forget.. but i cnt.. until now.. i still remembered that gaze.. dat embrace.. dat feeling of security.. i cn never forget wad had happen.. trying to pretend dat nth has happen but i cnt lie to myself.. it's not easy.. one moment i have u wif me, the next ur gone.. i alwaes wonder.. y is my life like dis? how did it turned out dis way? i alwaes choose to accept things and take it as a learning lesson from Him.. b patient.. i had a pleasant saturday.. meeting my lil cuzzies.. teach the younger one.. n a gd rest at home.. =) i could not forget wad had happen yest.. i tried erasing dem.. but i cnt.. *heavy sigh* life's never fair.. |