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| Tuesday, December 23, 2008
@ 10:20 PM
wen dis little mind of mine seems to wander off.. many thoughts like flashes of lightnings zoom in and out of my mind.. reminding me of almost everyting dat has happen in my life.. n some kept me wondering wad will happen in the future? im not gonna be THAT gurl last time.. people change.. n i noe i hav changed.. to be hu i was back den..not an option for me.. to be hu i am todae is wad i alwaes wan to b.. to be hu i am in the future is a dream i have yet to achieve.. i need strength to face the world.. every day i pray dat everyting in my life will go well for me.. obstacles serve as a test for me.. i hav to b very patient.. reality isnt like any fairytale.. but dere r moments of it dat seems jus like wad u see in fairytales.. at least u get to feel like ur on the top of the world or ur blessed or ur in love but with a twist.. interesting and captivating.. a once in a lifetime experience.. worth the sacrifices made.. worth the tears shed.. worth the smiles n hugs shared.. believe in yourself.. a phrase so simple but hard to follow.. n i hav great frens n family all around me.. im sorry if i weren't there for u or wasn't able to fulfil my duty as a good daughter.. i hav tried my very best.. but im nt gona stop there.. i'll kip improving myself.. to b a better person is what im yearning for.. life for me at this time at this moment.. has never been better.. alhamdulillah.. =D so dere u go.. a meaningful post to end the year on a bright note. we cn jus tok n tok till daybreak n we still hav so much mre to tok about.. we cn jus sit n laugh/talk for hours before we realise dat we're late.. we cn jus look at each other without a word.. we cn jus steal glances n smiles without having to sae aniting.. we never got tired telling each other how much __________. n every moment dat was spend wif you..nothing cn win me over.. how much u hav made a difference in my life.. how much u mean to me.. we cn jus tok n tok till we fall asleep.. we cn jus scold,cry, kiss, hug each other wen we feel like it or wen we feel smeone is in the rong.. we cn jus tok bout aniting under the sky.. we cn jus share everyting wif each other.. we cn comfort each other.. we cn jus spend time tgether sitting at home with our tv marathons.. we cn gorge ourselves silly on junk food but all was worth the money spent.. how much i needed u in my life to complete this crazy life of mine.. how much it's gonna hurt without u in my life.. i LOVE dem n im proud to sae dat cos i noe dey deserve all dis happy moments shud b shared.. n dearest diary.. ur the one i look for wen i needed space to jus release everyting.. thx for being my true companion.. =D |