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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 10:20 PM

ok my addiction to korean,japanese n taiwan dramas have been extreme
i find myself watching dem now wif all the spare time that i have
addictive
=)
trust me wen school term starts
no more all dese
boohoo
no fun

fav taiwan dramas
-smiling pasta
-romantic princess
fav korean dramas
-full house
-wonderful life
-coffee prince
-my sassy girl
-my girl
*ok apparently i watch alot of korean shows since sec school so i hav a very long list*
fav japanese drama
-one litre of tears
*i tink its one of the very few that i watch..not really a fan of jap shows*

life has been pretty busy
wif i duno-what
seriously
im not aware of wad i have during these week
i jus noe dat wen i wake up
i hav sth to do
n wen i check my hp or turn on my lappie
dere's alwaes reminders
everywer
so tada! dats wad i hav to do today

cleaned n packed dance stuff today
stayed in school for like 6 ++ hours
i had a long day

my body is starting to show signals
oh oh!
my voice is changing
i coughed n sneezed for god-noes how many times
my tummy is upset wif me again
my body feels so tired

n plans for the rest of the hols
dere is so many things to do
i noe im gonna b worn out
better make full use of the remaining hols
cos once school term starts
things r gonna get pretty busy
wait ever-so busy i must say

n i miss boyf
so much
that it hurts smetimes
but i'll wait
=)

@ 12:42 AM

from saturday till monday today
i watched this japanese drama series
i duno how many bucketfuls of tears i have shed
*ok laa exaggerating but every episode sure cry*
a touching n really amazing lifestory

a fren saed dis today wen i show an episode to her
*imagine putting urself in her shoes.woah im not able to take it.i'll b so depressed*
ok not the exact words cos i hav a bad memory
but sth like dat

smetimes we do take tings in life for granted
we should be blessed and thankful for being able to live in this world normally
we shouldnt be complaining or whining or blaming ppl/ourselves
there r people out there
who is fighting for their life
wishing dat dy cud wake up to a brand new day
putting a brave front
accepting wadeva that comes in their way
with no complain

cn we? those that are complete
wif everything
a family
a body
frens
a life that is normal
live our lives to the fullest????

things have come to a point wer.................................
smetimes wen i tink about it
it's sad
cos dis is not wad i wan

a fren saed
"how long r u going to b like dis?"
darling..
the one who gave me strength,love and happiness will oso be the one who taught me that life's no fairytale n dat reality will never alwaes go according to what we want..
there will alwaes be ups n down
i jus have to b patient

Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 11:34 PM













DIS WAS MY SATURDAY
woke up pretty late
met up wif Weileng n Jac at different bustops n made our way to meet the rest
talk n talk non stop in the bus
being me..i hav the worst sense of balance among us
sorry Weileng
everytime the bus came to a halt or stop
i'll b like flying towards her
=D
we had our brunch over at Banquet's at Raffles Hospital
walk to Haji Lane
n dats wer all the crazy shopping start
after like 2 hrs of going in n out of shops
(imagine how long we take to go to a shop)
we finally had seats over at PLUCK
had ice cream
yummy yum yum
one of the best i had so far
=)
we were all happy girls
ICE CREAM is A MUST FOR US
*i do remember our sec sch days wer we will buy tubs of ice creams..n our TOMYAM noodles*
spent an hour in one of the shops tehre
before heading over to Suntec City
accompanied Jacqueline
by this time..Filz n Junnie went off oredie
walk-ed ard
head over to NUM
their products r nicer
hmm..mayb i will consider buying stuffs again from dere..
Jac cnt find her jersey so off we go out of the store
walked back to Suntec n head down to Wisma
collect Weileng's hp
n all of us rush to Takashimaya to have KFC
we crave for oily fried stuff
hahaha..dun ask us why..
had our dinner
checked out SEPHORA make up store(their products r good =D )
head over to Pull n Bear
n me n Weileng
PERSUADED Weiying to get a top
hahahaha!
hey girls
first week of school
dinner together orite???
hoep to see u guys soon
=D
xoxo
aishah
my 5 GFs who have been wif me since sec school
thank you so much for this wonderful friendship
i love dem all
currently watching jap drama series
ONE LITRE OF TEARS
n like the title
i duno how much tears i have shed
haha!
touching..sad..true lifestory..
a great show to watch
=D
MY SUNDAY????
tuition
photoshoot at bestie's crib
=)
i had a fun n crazy weekend
whee!!!!!!!

Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 9:09 PM












i played wif bro's hp n snap quite a number of pics
n i went to edit
turns out nice!!
hahahaha
ok i was bored
=)

@ 5:02 PM

im gonna have a new addition to my family
wheets!!!
my cuz-in-law is pregnant
i duno if its a girl or a boy
excited
i jus adore lil babies
=)
my nephew is all moody
tired i guess from school n all the jalan-jalan
to have the whole family at home
im a happy girl

plus plus dat short convo i had wif boyf thruout today
im a VERY happy girl

plus plus
meeting GFs tomorrow
wheets!!!
after mths of not miting
i miss dem a hell lot

oh n staying at home wif 3 kids
not a good idea
i had to do all the cleaning
but im a proud girl
i felt accomplished today

alamak..
i still miss my boyf
=(

been like 2 weeks?
since we last go out?
i wan to date him cn........
even though we do meet each other
there's jus no "us" time
nvm,we will find time
soon
soon
soon

****edited at 8+ pm (above post)

n today i spent time staying at home
*proud of myself*
cos im hardly home
n today i iron-ed all my clothes
cleared my room abit
watched confessions of a shopaholic
basically jus spending tme wif myself
i finished reading one book!!
yay yay yay!!!
=)

plans for the rest of the day?
tv..lappie..eat..rest..book..
i need dis well-worth rest

last nite
i heard his voice
dis morning
i heard his voice
dis afternoon
i heard his voice
*smiling like a lil girl hu jus receive a lolly*

even though i cnt see him
i noe he's alwaes near me
he'll alwaes be wif me
jus knowing how much he loves me
how much he is crazy cos he's missing me too
makes me smile so widely
dun worry baby
i love you jus as much *wait mayb more..teehee..*
n im oredie crazy cos i miss u a hell lot
i love you fauzan
=D
xoxo

Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 10:06 PM

thanks zizi for listening
if you weren't dere
i duno how i'll be
n thanks fara
i noe i hav u all the time
i duno y im like dis
lets jus hope dis phase will b over
not alwaes the first
youareserioushow
upset for now
but i'll b alrite
i noe i will
n that's all it takes to make dis lil heart of mine go into hiding
putting a mask
i cnt let anyone see dis
no no no

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 11:11 PM








head to school for meet up
ate at pines
rushed over to attend sis's play
home sweet home
im jus glad to b home
tired n exhausted
n today is those days wen i wan to do things on my own
at my own pace
n not thinking of aniting
healthy or not??
it makes me relax abit
cos for once
i didnt think about what will happen if i do dis?
i jus do aniting i wan to do or go werever i need to go?
life's pretty simple
but it's jus not me
once in a while can laa
all the time? no way..
hav an early nite everyone!!



@ 12:46 AM

it was 12am
i switched on the telly
watched "the seventh day"
taiwan or hk drama series (channel 55 or 255)
hooked to it
it was jus so ever touching
i cried
tears jus streamed down my cheeks wen i watch

dis gurl J
she contracted nose cancer
needs her bf to be by her side
but her bf is in japan
attending to his ex-beau
hu contracted aids
he hav no clue bout J's sickness
at a time like dis
seems like both the gurls need this guy to b by their side
but i seriously think that the bf should go to J
she needs him
but at the same time
J cnt b selfish

another girl S
she likes D
but dares not tell him
he in return the same
complicated love story

at a time wen u reli need someone
n he/she isnt there
that's wen u feel most miserable
unsure of what to do next
u'll b at a loss

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 11:18 PM

Keep a secret too long and it will creep out when you least expect it
Looks can be deceiving
Look closely and what you may find out
Can make u lose all sense of direction
N u'll find yourself asking
Why me? why must it be me?
Just between us
Just between u n i

describe your
life: a rollercoaster ride
mood: not too good cos i miss a particular someone so badly
love: blessed n feeling lucky
worries: many unanswered questions..why? should i? must i? could i? m i up for it? m i strong?
wants: a getaway from everything just me,myself n dat someone
needs: time off n him him him
fears: giving up, breaking down n creepy crawlies

in life
things happen for a reason
note to self: jus accept it n giv ur very best
cos u urself may be surprised
with what life has to offer
n why things happen this way
and not according to what we want

you're the reason im staying strong
you're the reason that i still believe
will tings change?
n how r we gonna overcome all dis?
n i'll pray that things will be fine

i need you now
badly
terribly
where are you????
when can we date???????????
=(

Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 9:47 PM



head to school for main comm briefing
up till now
i still cnt believe it
i hav loads to learn
i'll do my very best
played games wif those present
funny!
im so glad to be working wif all of dem
=)
after meeting jus slacked around
i didnt want to go home so soon
chatted wif those who were dere
met NISA n EKYNN
gosh...
wen will i get to see u gurls again????
wen there were ony the 2 of us left
me n zizi tried our luck
to see if PINES CAFE was open
n itw as
so happy
had dinner dere
n chatted chatted
it was already 8pm
we decided to jus go home
one bus driver doesnt like me
i wanted to board the bus
ok mayb its partly my fault
i didnt flag the bus
paiseh to the max!
haha
so zizi stayed wif me till the next bus came
thanks love!!!
=)
xoxo

Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 9:11 PM

ilovehim




















dat was agm 09

im still tired

still shocked

afraid

new responsibilities

but i'll do my very best

congrats everyone

i had a blast

spending that night

wif my MCCfamily of frens n my loved one

xoxo

aishah

ohmy i sound so boring..haha..the tiredness haven wear off yet..


Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 12:57 PM

day check: its friday! 20th march 09
time check: 12.57 pm
oh god!
one mre day to AGM
let all dis b over soon
im jus too exhausted
too tired
results r released today
very satisfied wif my results
hehe
=)
suprisingly the module i dread n dun like most
i scored an A
hahahaha!
gpa: 3.6
must maintain ok aishah
cannot slack
=D
a part of me is looking forward to tomorrow
cos dat is wen i get to see my frens all dressed up n enjoying each other's company
plus plus
after about a mth planning
i wan to see dis event a success
insyaallah
but a part of me dread tomorrow
cos i hav to giv a miss to my newest niece "party"
i hav to giv a miss to my sec sch frens outing
n dat after tomorrow..i wonder how tings will b like??
no more meet ups in school as often oredie
no more everyday meet ur crazy cca peeps anymre
im god damn sure im gonna miss all of this
im so looking forward to the 28th
girlfs day out
i miss dem loads
n meetup wif my stupid man
haha!
i will call u
dun worry ok!
plus plus
meet up wif zaman,ahmad,nasri,bahirah,wanie,zara
hopefully we cn meet up
i hope
n cuzzie outing
cuzzie sleepovers
plus plus
BESTIE
i need to hav a proper date wif you can????
damn...i miss u liek hell
n dearest classmates..
wen r we going out?
my hunny bunnies!!!
me miss u guys!!
ok i miss alot of ppl..
haha
ok drama later..
=)
excited
xoxo
aishah
baby...i miss u god damn much!
wer r u??????

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ 10:55 PM

its funny how we hav stereotypes against both the sexes
like girls will be the one doing all dis..n guys will b the ones that can only dis.
sad huh
but that's jus life
ooh ooh...my eyes r better!!!
=)
after wasting $29 on doc
after eating medicine n putting the eye drops
i felt all good
=D
i jus had so much fun wenever i meet my HAPPY PILLS
dey made me feel all better
i even forgot that i was sick
we got bitten by FREAKING MOSQUITOES @ BA block
boo!!!
=(
so shifted to SDAR for rehearal
best best best!!!!
=)
can all dis backstabbing/talking back of others/jealousy all stop stop stop..
that kind of GOSSIP is way way scary
leave me out of it
leave my girls out of it
we dunwan to b involve in unnecessary attention
I MISS THOSE TIMES
WHERE ITS JUS THAT GROUP OF US
=(
HOPEFULLY CHALET WILL BE AN OPPORTUNITY FOR US TO BOND AGAIN
LETS LEAVE OUT WADEVA ISSUES WE HAVE WIF EACH OTHER FOR ONCE
N JUS ENJOY EACH OTHER'S COMPANY
n i strongly believe in dis
wen ur FRENS wif someone
its mre den dat
its not about how many times we meet
or telling each other everything cos its a must
or everywhere we go, we hav to b included
n dat all activities need to have the word "me" inside
FRIENDSHIP means alot more
words cnt jus describe the true meaning of friendship
dats all for now i guess..
xoxo
aishah

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ 10:09 PM

hello world
ok i haven been updating like properly
its tuesday people
my previous post was jus an update from last sunday
dinner wif the family
at the same place
same date
teehee
=)
ok i privatised my blog
i guess for now
i dunwan people to know about my life n all dat
for once let ony jus me,my baby n my closed frens know bout wadeva things i wanna blog about
without me worrying that people r gonna read n that some things should not be said
so to start off the week
i have swollen eyes
again its the pimples
eyyy..i dun peek at people ok
hehehe
freaking painful
gonna see the doc tomorrow
hopefully the doc wun hav to poke my eye
scary sia
n its painful
my monday was spend wif miting my boyf
n we made our way to sch
thx baby for accompanying me eat
=)
made myw ay to clubbie
did the prizes thingy n doorgift
2 hrs in sch
den off i went to meet bestie at bp interchange
met her
had kfc (omg! i jus ate in sch n now im eating again)
cn grow fat
head over to bestie home n chat wif her...
timecheck 10pm!
omg! im suppose to make my way to aunt home
haha
met baby again
went back to woodlands tgether wif him
after so long since i last watch the princess diaries
i watched it last night
nice!
my tuesday was spent wif me going to school again
wif a much swollen eye dis time round
=(
had discussion
went to tarian awhile
den came back
do up the registration list
den home
my eye hurts
big time!!!
im nw chatting wif my happy pills
again giler seh satu2
hahha
i love dem!!
=)
muacks
mre updates mayb tmrrow???
xoxo
aishah

@ 3:59 PM








during mummy's bdae

=)

met bestie on monday..miss her like crazy..a few hours of catching up session den off i went to her place to continue talk to her den off i went to aunt home


Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 10:45 AM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM

may you be blessed wif good health and be happy always

i love her

=)