Aishah Kamsani
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Ngee Ann Polytechnic; ECH
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i wan my life to be simple
just like a kids life
cos im sick n tired of having to handle so many BIG things BIG changes
all on my own
i do have people around me to support me
but at the end of it
im pretty much on my own
cos it's still my life
n i cannot depend on others totally

i noe im not alone

the A drama is not over yet
i m tired listening to them saying this n that
one thing for sure
i will not let all THAT affect me n them

if one keep on complaining
if one keep on whining
if one keep on sighing
wen will all dis end?
its been so long

maybe i jus dun understand
or i choose not to understand

n i mus say
i miss F hell much
i jus dunwan to mix S wif R
cos my LL is special on its own
-sigh-

i want to date him
not date him n dealing wif work at the same time

call me selfish
call me complain queen
but its not rong
for one to ask for what she wan rite?

xoxo
aishah

he'll be flying off to China



she's alwaes making sure my bag is zipped
hehe
thanks darling





















love of my life
i need QT with him
cos i noe it'll never be enuf



xoxo
AISHAH

dat was my FRIDAY
breaking fast wif the main comm over at Mayuni Omar Music Cafe
nice ambience
nice food
simply worth the money spent

they r one of the reasons why i alwaes have that smile on my face







LEO BABIES
=)



unforgettable nite
ni muke classic DIAN
hehe

hilarious nite
i laughed till my stomach hurts
kecoh to the max
enjoyed every moment of it
=)

n dat was my THURSDAY meetup wif my HAPPY PILLS

mre pictures at LALA cammy


xoxo
aishah

the 2 darlings hu r wif me from birth till now











cuzins madness
they're the best
=D

last sat
first day of fasting mth
head down to uncle zai's crib to break fast wif the whole family together
usually its teh first weekend of the fastign mth
this time round
coincidentally the first day falls on a weekend
n my uncle jus gt discharged fromhospital
so a joyous occasion indeed
=)

with our silly gimmicks n acts
never will i hav boring moments
wen im wif my cuzins

n dere's a lucky draw
wheehoo!
the newly weds mum ask the kids/teenagers/basically those yang belum kahwin to pick a choc from a bag
see what number u get
n the number determines how much money u get
=)
everyone was a happy kid at the end of the day
tralalala

watched some videos
the whole house was filled with laughters n us teasing each other
i jus love family gatherings
=)
even though i knew i should start studying for my paper wic is on monday
hahaha

dat was my SAT

n HELLO HOLIDAYS
its officially my HOLS
=)
i self-proclaimed holidays at 3.30pm
after raising up my hand to hand in my paper
to a very "cute" invigilator
hahaha!

DLE was waaaayyyyy much better den ITBD
am a happy happy kid rite now



n i am a normal human being
not gonna push myself so hard
im tired
n i noe i deserve this long break
=)

n i was at BESTIE's home jus now
she listened to this
old song
but gosh
really
JOJO is pretty
=)




i like the video
=)


n FEE
i miss you too
teehee

3 words


HOW COULD YOU

with the exam period
feel the heat
ahhhh!!!!!!
=S

ITBD was a killer
i sooo dunlike the paper
managed to answer all the qns but im nt sure if i cn score
gosh..horrible
n the 10 marks n 12 marks
y must u guys even exist
make our life so difficult

well its over
over n done with
just one more
aza aza fighting!

but im glad i have them plus my babylove

a good nite rest i need

shall study abit
n off to bed

n to all Muslims
Happy Fasting
im excited
aren't u?

lots of love
xoxo
aishah

I get a high whenever you're around
Sweeping from head to my toes
I, I gotta get my feet back on the ground

'Cause you make me go
Out of my way (out of my way)
Crossing the line (crossing the line)
Making me say what I have in mind

You make me so excited
And I don't wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Ain't nothing better, baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I´m loosing touch
You are my sugar rush

I got a sweet tooth
And a taste for you
And it might be too obvious but
I (I) I can't help myself from what I do

'Cause you make me go
Out of my way (out of my way)
Crossing the line (crossing the line)
Making me say what I have in mind

(You make) you make me so excited
And I don't wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Ain't nothing better, baby
Is it for real or maybe?
(You are) I´m loosing touch
You are my sugar rush

Baby you're my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You're the sweetest thing I ever tasted
Baby you're my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much

'Cause you make me go
Out of my way (out of my way)
Crossing the line (crossing the line)
Making me say what I have in mind

(You make) you make me so excited
(I don't) and I don't wanna fight it
(You are) I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
(It ain't) ain't nothing better, baby
(For real) is it for real or maybe?
(You are) I´m loosing touch
You are my sugar rush

(You make) baby you're my sugar rush
(I don't) I get weak and talk too much
(You are) you're the sweetest thing I ever tasted
(It ain't) baby you're my sugar rush
(For real) I get weak and talk too much
(You are)

You are my sugar rush


I GOT THE MOST AWESOME N BEST BOYFRIEND I COULD EVER WISHED FOR
U GOT IT RIGHT BABY
IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU
FAUZAN IM CRAZY IN LOVE WITH YOU


exams r here
everyone's pretty stressed up
LALA is toking to her exam papers
ZIZI is somehow sick n stressed up too
n im sure many others out there feel the pressure
just like what i've said to the classmates n friends
just one more week
n its over
then comes fasting mth

im looking forward to dat

mugging.mugging.mugging
shall return wen the E finishes

now tell me how cn i not love and enjoy being in this lil family
=)

listen to what Abg B had taught us
love the song!
=D



other den dis song, we learnt 3 other songs
total of 4 songs we hav learnt
yay!
hehe
plus learning to make music with kain batik
n alil of knowing the basic dance steps
trainings are never boring

n i always look forward to every Friday
never once did i regret joining dis dept

just sometimes i ask
why do i still hold on?
n i found my answer

i'll update when i feel like it
i went for a lil fieldtrip to the frog farm n fruits&vegetables farm today with my lil kids
the weather was so hot
everyone was perspiring so much
but it was all worth it
the experience i had
unforgettable
the kids r simply adorable

again
because of these lil angels
it spurred me on to continue learning n studying
cos being in this course ain't easy
alot of work
alot of patience needed

alrite
dats all
i cnt wait to mit my happy pills tmrrw for draaammmaaaa
=)

n im so much in love wif 13th
tralalalalala

n this board is at my bedside
=)

plus plus my teddy bear from my bunnies!
=)

dear god

im jus so blessed and glad to have met wonderful people thruout these 18 years of my life

i hav great family
a dad hu sacrifices alot for the family
a mum hu make sures the house and our well-being is properly taken care of
a sister hu always listen to my whinings and side me
a brother hu is growing up and shower me wif love in his own way
a lil iss hu never fails to put a smile on my face

aunts n uncles who never fails to give advice n encourage me
cousins hu stand up for me and cheer me up each time im down
grandma hu loves having her family around her

i hav great frens
a bestfriend hu i've known for mre den half of my life hu will alwaes b there for me: just like a twin i never had
my girlfriends who have been wif me thru ups n downs
my classmates (sec sch) who shares wif me the joy of sch
my classmates (poly) who is united as ever..helping each other out
my bunnies who never fails to help me out and always make me smile n laugh my ass off
my MCC mates who share the same passion as me..to dance, to act n jus to preserve our beautiful culture
my happy pills who never fails to come up to me n shower me with much love ; hugs n kisses
my close buddies who i will always have so much fun when im wif dem
my "stupid" man who i jus met over for dinner..he understood me n always dere to pamper me
my babes H,Z n R..esp to H..hu listen to my story telling n always hear my whines n 7/7 will alwaes be remembered just for the 5 of us plus he just broke his leg..so clumsy
my friends be it close or far..dey r part of my life n im thankful for dat

n not to forget
i hav a great boyfriend
hu's alwaes there for me
hu will catch me wen i fall
hu understands me when no one could
hu never fails to cheer me up when im down
hu shares my joy
hu make my adrenaline rush
he's a part of me
he's my pillar of strength
n he's my baby

with all dese
what more cn i ask for?
i got all that i need to make my life a wonderful one
im truly blessed
alhamdulillah

life's not perfect
but what i have makes my life a unique one

FAUZAN I LOVE YOU

a word of thanks
to everyone for those wonderful bdae wishes
to my bunnies for the lovely bear
to my "stupid man" for the treat
to my happy pills for the surprise n the board n the croissant bdae cake
to my family for the yummy yummy cake
to my baby for 10th Aug

dear JUNE,JAC,WEIYING,FILZ n WEILENG
i miss u girls so much
=(
meet me soon please

dear FARAH
darling....hold on..i need to meet you
i miss u like crazy

dear HARON
recover well n please take care
meet me soon too babe

dear LALA,EKYNN,NISA,ZIZI,FEE,WANNY N DIAN
i miss u girls so much
meet me soon pretty please
i wan ur hugs
i wan to go crazy wif all of u

dear FAUZAN
ur one extremely drop dead gorgeous sexy guy
stay dat way
=)
i miss u
i miss u
a day without u seems like eternity
call me crazy
yes baby! im so much crazy in love with you

n that's a proper update from me to u

xoxo
aishah

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO DIS DARLING OF MINE
may all ur wishes come true
n stay pretty always
i love you
n god! i miss you so much
LEO BABIES
just like me
perangai pun like me
hehe
hugs n kisses from me to you darla
xoxo



HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ZAMAN!
18 already
dah besar laaa
=)
a great fren
may all ur wishes come true
n stay happy!

SENTOSA TRIP





all ready



excited much in cable car
=)



this is just the starting of our "adventure"
nearly got lost!
hehh





cant wait to watch SONGS OF THE SEA







he looks like a small kid





night life at SENTOSA = BEAUTIFUL



need i say more
i enjoyed myself totally
doesnt matter what we do
the company matters
so true
=)
n i love dis guy here
very very much

my 18th was spent with the loved ones

fara, haron, benj, junnie, jac, filz, weiying, weileng & my happy pills
i miss each and every one of you
meet me soon pretty please

a very long update for my last weekend

7.8.09 - POPULAR with HYRUL ANUAR
8.8.09 - 18TH BDAE + KAK YANTI'S NIKAH
9.8.09 - KAK YANTI'S WEDDING
10.8.09 - BABY N ME

will never forget
10 august rock my socks!
hehe

FAUZAN
i love you
more n more each day
n it will never stop