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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 11:53 AM



currently hook-ed to this
love it!
=)








the weekends r nearing
=)
i survived yet another week
i guess im getting used to school life
TUESDAY was HUMAIRAH's 19th birthday!
had a mini surprise celebration

too many things on my mind
i duno wad to blog about
till next time

take care everyone!

Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 8:43 PM

y do i feel dis way?
i noe i shudnt feel dis way
i noe i cnt feel dis way
ur making me alil uncomfortable
but wad cn i do?
im torn between 2 worlds
one step dat i make
i may ruin everything
no matter how uncomfortable i am
i jus hav to constantly tell myself that nth is happening
cos im in no position to stop aniting
i dunwan to ruin aniting
i dunwan
at the same time
it saddens me
im not hu im suppose to be like
isit reli i cnt?
that distance have became very very wide?
=(
*i jus wan to cry*

i duno how
u,me,we,dey,them r able to do dat
m i,esp,living in denial?
the changes that i face
i cnt accept it?

how cn we all do dat?
i pray n hope tings will get better

i miss my girls
my HP n gfs n FARAH
i wan dem now
cn i?
=(

terrified & afraid
of dis world

things change
n dis "CHANGE" scares the hell out of me

hold on
alittlemore

@ 8:08 PM


since its her bdae today
lets jus admit ok
HEY SUPERSTAR
=)
happy happy happy 19th birthday
the one who is older den me
but cn be like a kid at times
worse den me i tell u
hehe
kidding
turns 19 tdae
=D

darling
may all ur wishes come true
n senyum2 selalu
stay pretty
n rock on!
yea!
i love you
*hugs*

Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 11:54 PM

you can be the meanest person i've ever met n be wif
you can be the kindest/sweetest person i've ever met n be wif
dats how special you are love
iloveyou



he never fail to make me smile
i noe u love me
mre den aniting else
cos i love you
mre den aniting else

i SURVIVED 1st week of school
not reli a good week
still adjusting
i cn do it
my most dunlike module: FP 2.2
cn i drop dat module?
haha..like as if we cn do dat

on a brighter note
after one hectic week
i end it off with a date out wif the one i love oh so much

dear diary..
today i went to the spore flyer with F
excited much
even though it wasnt my first time
im actually dere with F
wheeeee!!!
=)
before dat
after tuition i went to sch to wait for F
dere was dis weird guy
in the same bus as me
hu look at me strangely
n his body language was jus weird
his face was serious
n reli scary to look at
i got off the bustop
took the stairs up the overhead bridge
i walk super slow
everyone seem to have overtook me
but not him
i decided to jus walk fast n head to the toilet
i turned n saw him looking straight at me
gosh
was it my imagination or was he even there?
was my eyes playing tricks on me?
cos i couldnt see him anywer after dat
thank god F came
n i felt safe n i dun take note of my surroundings
head down to town area
had milkshake n ice cream
n finally time to board our "flight"
had an awesome time
the rest of the evening
was spent jus him n me
ate n chat

head over to yaya's home
visit her
ate again
gosh
cn grow fat
had awesome time chatting
n home sweet home

sat- tuition n preparation for abg mamat's engagement
sun-engagement itself
excited
get to meet the cuzzies
wheehoo!!

till wenever
aishah

jotting down what happen in ur everyday life
will serve as beautiful memories in near future

Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 1:00 PM


i like to jus sit n daydream
thinking about every lil tings in my life
like what im going to do when i wake up
what shall i have for my breakfast
what clothes to wear to go out with
hav i wished my loves one a good morning
i jus love to imagine if i could fly
if i could jump to the ocean from a cliff n jus swim in the big blue ocean
i would love to sail down a river of chocolate
or jus be in a room full of marshmellows

i decide to walk down the memory lane of my life story yest
i've grown
i've changed
i've learned
i was naive
still am i tink
still silly
still make mistakes
still learning

i am me
either like me,love me or hate me

xoxo
aishah


Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 9:39 PM


tell me again why im in ECH
im halfway thru to completing my diploma
n its not easy i must say
ppl say: aiyah ur course so easy..cn score
ECH students say: tough course..tedious work n alot of hard work needed..
you need the passion to kip encouraging you
cos not only we lack that support we have from ppl
we in turn have to be the ones supporting children n their lives

i cnt believe that i am on the pathway to becoming a teacher
n not only a teacher
but a preschool teacher
sometimes what you see n observe in the real world
doesnt match wif wad u learn thruout ur course
i m afraid
dat i'll b jus like dem
but i dunwan
cos the respect i hav for children
its jus like hw i respect my elders
i dunwan to follow what i dislike
i dunwan to b bad role model for the children
in the first place
cn i even do it?
cn i make a difference in children's lives?
i still dunhav the confidence to teach
im still not very comfortable with that
dear god
let me face all dis with a positive mindset
n i believe i cn do it

8 modules
one semester
15 weeks
hectic timetable

im not ready yet

n i seriously dun need anything else to make things worse for me now

still adjusting
=S

Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 12:32 PM

my friday was spent wif the love ones
awesome company
huge n great fun!

was suppose to mit at 10.30am
but as usual all was late
i ony met up with them over at fee's home at 11plus
hehe
n it all lasted till 10 plus at nite

it was great seeing each n everyone of dem
catching up session wif everyone
mintak maaf session
playing bunge api session
laughing session thruout the whole day
i miss all of dem oredie

thanks everyone
it was one of the memorble way to end my Hari Raya dis year



dear god
thank you for letting me mit dis boy here
n i remembered
last year Hari Raya with the love ones
we barely noe each other

the day wen i first saw u
i tot u were jus like any other guy
BUT
theres jus sth in u
dat makes me wan to noe u
n after all was over
i never forgot bout u
=)

love comes in all kinds of way
mine jus happens
blessed to be in love n be loved by fauzan
i love u dear
n i miss u
=(


Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 11:07 PM

1 PRODUCTION
17-CHORUS
1-TAIRU
1-DIRECTOR
4-MUSICIANS
TOTAL 23 INDIVIDUALS

A BIG BIG

THANK YOU

TO THESE 22 PPL

FOR MAKING TIME TO CME DOWN FOR

ONE FULL WEEK OF TRAINING FOR

PRESS LAUNCH

FOR UPCOMING PRODUCTION

JIWO JIRO

it has been a tiring n hectic week for all of us
n u guys still manage to hav that smile on ur faces
never stop trying
n giving ur best for this short press review
for now
all of u deserve to rest
n wen nov comes
lets get back to doing dis again
for the real thing
=)
SRI NADI
my drama-mama familia

xoxo
aishah


Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 1:53 PM

promise
noun: a declaration that something will or will not be done

one cn make promises
but whether THAT promise will be empty promises or not
it ll depends on huever that promises u or to huever that u promise

she walks alone along an empty road
that stretches from one end to the other
seems like a never ending route
hoping and believing
that one day
EVERYTHING will be alrite
nothing will ever go rong

but den again
without any obstacles n challenges
how will one be stronger?
how will one realise their capabilities?

xoxo
aishah

n once i love someone
its extremely hard for me to stop loving dem

Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 12:08 AM


it'll be perfect
to spend a day
jus me looking up
watching the clouds go by
breathing in the fresh air
taking in the scent of flowers

i love nature
n the outdoors
it ease my mind
n for once giv me
the calmness i nid
n a place to escape
to get away from the busy life
for little while

i need all dis
fret not
i'll still come back

n by then
i'll be fully recharged
to tackle n face aniting that comes in my way

but all dis
cn only stay as fantasies
cos life's not like dat

xoxo
aishah

i miss fauzan
i miss farah
i miss haron
i miss girlfs
i miss HP
i miss my classy
n i miss dad


Friday, October 09, 2009 @ 12:19 AM

until wen
do i hav to play this game of pretence wif u

i do hate myself

Thursday, October 08, 2009 @ 1:15 PM


against the big n wide sky
i'll hold out my hands
to reach out for you
to take me away
n bring me up
to be closer to the sky

n when the world seems to be dark
let me fly
take me away

cn you hear me?
cn u feel me?
cn u read my mind?
what exactly is going thru this mind of mine

sometimes i ask
how does it feel like
to wake up every morning
without anything to worry about

you bring me up
you bring me down

when was the last time
i had extreme fun

life's been hectic

deal with it aishah


Sunday, October 04, 2009 @ 10:51 PM


your world is my world
and my fight is your fight
my breath is your breath
and your heart forever be mine

I love you - those three words have my life in them.
~ by Alexandrea to Nicholas III ~

xoxo
AISHAH

GOOD LUCK TO MY DEAREST SIS

SITI ANNISA

FOR TOMORROW'S PAPER

=)


@ 12:11 AM


we fight
we quarrel
we gt upset with each other
we blame each other
we scream at each other
we lost our temper at each other

n den
we talk tings over
we listen to each other
we realise our mistakes
we made up
we grow much stronger
we understand each other more n more
we love each other more n more

yes
im crazy in love with this guy
i cnt see myself with anyone else but him
ups n downs
definitely we'll face
but i noe
he'll be beside me
walking hand in hand with me
never letting go

he's there to support me
he's there to love me sincerely
he's there for everything that i need
forever close to me
he's in me

with an awesome boyfren like him
hw cn i nt say
im the most LUCKIEST girl in the whole wide world
n NOONE CAN LOVE ME LIKE HOW HE LOVES ME
yes baby
i wan to tell the whole wide world
I LOVE YOU
mre den aniting else

i miss u already

dunletithappenagain
ithurts
terribly
likeathousandknivespiercinthruthisheartofmine
itliterallyhurts

MOHD FAUZAN BIN MOHD JALIL

IM SO CRAZY IN LOVE WITH YOU

MUACKS!




Friday, October 02, 2009 @ 11:24 PM



i get to meet my lil niece today
she was born on 29th Sep 09
4 days after she was born
i gt to see her
so small
all cuddled up in her blanket
she sleep most of the time
i carried her
her eyes still close
after while
she open her eyes!
she open her tiny eyes!
=)
her feet n fingers all so small
super cute
WELCOME
Nur Elena Ayu
=D
n the brother keeps on coming to me
asking me to play wif him
mandi for him
pakaikn baju for him
i guess he noe he has a sis now
and everyone's attention will be on the lil sis
dun worry irfan
aunty still loves u!
i will manje u definitely
=)

hey you
that guy who im crazy in love with
i miss you already


Thursday, October 01, 2009 @ 12:07 AM


n he might says
HELLO GOOD MORNING SINGAPORE
I AM YOUR NEXT TOP DJ FROM AUSSIE


KAK LIN. NISHRINA. AISHAH



23 MTHS OLD
ARIQ AIDEN

AFTER 3 HRS UNDER THE HOT SUN SWIMMING

my cuz n my niece n nephews from Aussie came back to Spore for holiday n hari raye dis year
sdly their dad wasnt able to join dem
dey slept over my house n we went swimming
everyone was complaining bout how hot the weather is
n how nice it would be to jus
sit n et ice cream or jus drink bubble tea
my cuz reli miss all dese stuff in Spore
haha
=)

she treat us to ice cream over at Swensens after dat
yummy
refreshing

reached home
straight to the bed
everyone knocked out
what a day
on top of dt
i gt sunburnt
darn
pain laaaaaaaaa
=S

meeting the classmates tmrrw
jalan jalan raye!
whee
=)
excited much

n i cnt wait to see my newborn niece
plus my aunt
gosh
i miss her
she's in Spore
wheeeeeee!!!
=D





yes baby
dun worry
you'll be my only
=)
i love you
i miss dis boy of mine