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Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 9:39 PM


tell me again why im in ECH
im halfway thru to completing my diploma
n its not easy i must say
ppl say: aiyah ur course so easy..cn score
ECH students say: tough course..tedious work n alot of hard work needed..
you need the passion to kip encouraging you
cos not only we lack that support we have from ppl
we in turn have to be the ones supporting children n their lives

i cnt believe that i am on the pathway to becoming a teacher
n not only a teacher
but a preschool teacher
sometimes what you see n observe in the real world
doesnt match wif wad u learn thruout ur course
i m afraid
dat i'll b jus like dem
but i dunwan
cos the respect i hav for children
its jus like hw i respect my elders
i dunwan to follow what i dislike
i dunwan to b bad role model for the children
in the first place
cn i even do it?
cn i make a difference in children's lives?
i still dunhav the confidence to teach
im still not very comfortable with that
dear god
let me face all dis with a positive mindset
n i believe i cn do it

8 modules
one semester
15 weeks
hectic timetable

im not ready yet

n i seriously dun need anything else to make things worse for me now

still adjusting
=S