y do i feel dis way?
i noe i shudnt feel dis way
i noe i cnt feel dis way
ur making me alil uncomfortable
but wad cn i do?
im torn between 2 worlds
one step dat i make
i may ruin everything
no matter how uncomfortable i am
i jus hav to constantly tell myself that nth is happening
cos im in no position to stop aniting
i dunwan to ruin aniting
i dunwan
at the same time
it saddens me
im not hu im suppose to be like
isit reli i cnt?
that distance have became very very wide?
=(
*i jus wan to cry*

i duno how
u,me,we,dey,them r able to do dat
m i,esp,living in denial?
the changes that i face
i cnt accept it?

how cn we all do dat?
i pray n hope tings will get better

i miss my girls
my HP n gfs n FARAH
i wan dem now
cn i?
=(

terrified & afraid
of dis world

things change
n dis "CHANGE" scares the hell out of me

hold on
alittlemore