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Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 10:05 PM


to keep on smiling requires alot alot of guts
n hell yeah!
i am doing it fine
holding on
staying strong

life has been (as per normal) like a rollercoaster ride..
one moment im all laughing n smiling away
the next i jus feel like shutting myself away from everything
to jus cry n cry
but i've learned not to be that weakling anymre
to jus cry wenever im being sad
it helps really
but it does wonders if i were to stand on my two feet
n face the music
yes aishah
u r that strong
u r that girl
hu noes she got his back
cos he got urs too

things jus became haywire
unexpected changes here n dere
will i b able to cope?
i noe i cn
yes i cn

could it be that its the time of the mth again
where i get all so emotional
wer i feel like everything is going to fall but in actual fact
im jus too clouded/blinded to ikut2kn perasaan

i hate that feeling
where every single thing that u do
seems rong
u need to do sth
yet u duno wad

reality is catching up on me
i dunwan to go back dere
i wan to stay in my world
wer "problems/obstacles"
r never in my dictionary
but wait..
dat isnt life
n life isnt a fairytale
we all noe dat dun we?

to say all dat
it took me a lot of confidence n guts
n i dun jus sae things
i mean every single word/phrase/sentence that came out of my mouth

could dere be a reason why im facing all dis?
yes of cos dere is
all these are tests from Him
ya Allah
give me the strength and patience to face any obstacles dat comes my way

every girl will say
"i feel like crying"
little do people noe
they oredie did cry inside
cos girls cry in silence most of the time

ok lets not be dat biased
isit fair for me to say that
EVERYONE cries in silence for half of his/her life?

i love u boy
n i miss u
im here for u